i cant stand it, i cant take it away, it wont leave with out a fight, i no longer look for brighter days, im ashamed of what ive become, im trapped inside the walls of emptiness, what left unsaid is what i feel there is of me to love, just nothing, its all a painstaking fakeness that doesnt take as much time to prepare for aqauintances as does the time to be real, i dont care about love and all of its appeal, i want something that takes the breath from me, but what i get is, one last cigarette before i go to bed with the emptiness that i can see, take me home before i go crazy let me know that someone cares about a second hope not the one that comes after the first but just an instant to break the chain of fireless hearths inside of me will you break into me, i have a stone cold hearth i call it my heart, theres trust and hope if you work for both, but dont come crying because your not her, its old. please just take me home