theres a picture on the wall and i can see your eyes behind it, dont know if your really there i dotn care dont let my interests bind you, i havnt been so sober in years things are gettin clearer and i have no fears i know that your still lingering here wondering if im dying i dont have to be so pretensious and worry about whats on your mind i know that you just want to savor the killing of my heart what should i do i dont know yet cause what ive learned has left i dont have anything to cling on to just ways i felt was something true that i went through like the begining of my lifes in its haunts me but being near you is loveless i dont know why i still care maybe i dont maybe the sunshines through my soul maybe it doesnt but ive got to lead the way for others and never let them walk down the eerie path of destruction you function with when you feel bad dont start on me im a rotting carcus you left through the front door im sittin here bored you want the conformation from me but no more ive said enough im fine and your heartless