bottled up inside is how i feel i cant let anything in i dream but that isnt enough in a world where nothing is real deep down i know all i need is love something to hold onto would allow me to pull myself up though infront of me im not sure whats there all i know pain is the only thing i see enough of i can barely endure my share this girl is all i think of i want her back before life fades away if it does atleast give me that black overshadowing attack on that gloomy day when im at my last i want to think of our past i dont want to think of the troubles only which road leads back so many times ive tried putting her in the back of my mind but it was all falling apart i couldnt lose her voice or the touch of her hand at will it was making me blind who made the choice no one knows the space is a void lonely as i truth be told whereever she is is where i wanna go because shes everything to me

very touching...