sometimes i wonder
where would i be
if i met another,
who did love me.

but i had to err
in order to see
what was all to clear,
to everyone but me.

reason fell on my deaf ears
our love could not be,
this my greatest fear,
your heart belonged not to me.

i regret not a single tear,
that i shed for thee,
but to all it was clear,
you did not love me.

this fulfilled my fear,
i thought love would guide me,
again i am reduced to tears,
for i wonder where i will be.

i wrote this no to long ago, i guess my creativeness comes out during moments of pain. funny thing huh.

I can feel what your saying right now in my life...very nice