is true love is existing?

YES ITS EVERYWHERE, ''WHAT YOU SEE IN YOUR MINDS EYE YOU WILL HOLD IN

YOUR HAND'' ITS ABOUT BELIEF, LIKE EVERYTHING IN LIFE....IF YOU HAVE

GIVEN YOURSELF ''PERMISSION''.....ITS LIKE EVERYTHING STARTS WITH US

AND ENDS WITH US....

one must start by loving oneself

Love is too expensive.
Cheap thrills are, well, cheaper.

There are several very basic sets of stages all humans go through in life.

One set of those, is a fairly common appreciation/understanding of what love is and is not.

It sounds from your question as though you have just completed the stage where you've realized that love is NOT anything like what you thought you were being told it was, for the first half of your life, and now you are beginning the stage where you find out what it REALLY has been about all along.

Right at the period between those two long stages, everyone goes through a period which is similar to what a ball feels like at the top of the arc after it is thrown. The ball doubts that there IS such a thing as gravity. The human doubts that there IS such a thing as true love.

But the ball will fall, and you will learn that although love is not what you used to think it was, that it is very much real, and very much worth the pain we all go through to discover it.

OP, is that photo the woman you want true love with or did you say you were a man by mistake?

And true love does exist, but it's a hard road to walk and people don't recognize it...
Much like Igor states.