Watching Time


Sitting
alone
in dark
watching time chase tomorrow
I find myself
crying

Not sure why
maybe
it's the star's glow
misshapen
by the falling rain
or maybe
it's the hurt
my soul feels
as I wonder
where you are
and what it is that you are doing
now
without me

Sitting
alone
in the dark
feeling you touch me
even though
you are
not here
and I miss you
I miss
us
and I wish
I could tell you
how empty
this loneliness feels
and how much you hurt me
but I am afraid
to see you
because I still
love you