Hi,
I can relate to what you are going through but I don't have two years of water under the bridge. See I'm six mo. into a seperation
of a 23 year marriage and oh yea she is throwing it in the trash can. She has a new "friend" and all, paperwork to come. But moreover I find sometimes I feed myself a lot garbage about how I can't live without her, I'll never get another chance at love ect. ect ect. All lies. This stuff creates "bad days" for me. Well I can live without her because I'm typing this, haven't died yet from it. As for another chance at love well I'm on this sight and I make an effort to meet people wherever I go. The odds are good it'll happen again for me. I guess what I mean to say is step away from the mcgarbage bar and eat better and you will probably feel better. It helps me.