Someone please just rip this aching heart
From my chest, stop me from feeling
Caring is much too painful
Each and every time I try
It is forced to end
Around me all I see
Are happy faces
People who were obviously meant to be
What do I have?
A gaping hole oozing emotion
Empty darkness clouds my eyes
Where once happiness and hope used to shine
Brighter than the summer sun
Cease every last word on the tip of my tounge
There you will find his name
Attatched to agonizing tearful cries
It was not my wish to say goodbye
This churning knot in my stomach
Spoke louder than words
A sisters love is much too deep...

maybe the pie is still in the oven... don't want anything half-baked...might make nothing but a big merss when you bite into it!! Been where you're at... no fun indeed!!

Ouch.