life is good.
gotta run by the pub and see if they showed up.
i'll be back in a few either way.
hell i should just take my laptop. i can get on wireless there.
see ya in a few.

buh bye don

i think that some of us
really want that closeness
and deep level of love
and dedication to one another ...


but there are very unscrupulous entities as well
those who have underlying intentions
not of the light but of darkness

and then there are many
who are not very deep
or commitment minded
just looking for flings
one night stands
and relationships of mere convenience


so, in all my years of life and experience I can honestly say that we are not all the same by far and not everyone is looking for that special type of love & loyalty that I seek.

aww vanessa that is beautiful

thank you so much Amber...I love you dearly



see you later Don.. ..take care and God Bless You

and Jim .. ..that is what your lady is for

@vanessa


your very welcome my dear sister

i'm back. not doing the refrigerator today and i don't have to be over to jen and steves for 3 1/2 hours so i'm here between chores.

My sweet V I am looking for what you speak of also.. I just gets tiresome banging your head on the wall My new outlook.. always climb up to be a better man, live life fully and it will come.... I always seem to try to make it happen, now I just go with the flow.. It will happen sooner or later and I will embrace it fully... Make sense?

Don...welcome back...well, then if you have some time

kick back and take a load off

feel comfortable here
if you would like to have a home away from home....

I need to call my dear Jenni..
my cherub poet daughter and sister
and dear dear friend who has gone elsewhere
& i need to find her..


Please make yourself at home
whether i am here or not
and i will crank up the temperature
on the gas fireplace to warm you up...

thanks for the offer of the heat.
believe it or not i'm setting here in northwest louisiana with shorts and sandles on. its a nice day.
don't run off.

Jim...i love you & wish i was closer
so we could visit in person
and i would love to go blow up
rocks with you and find splendid gems and rocks...
Rich purple Amethyst growing in gorgeous
clear white rainbow sparkling quartz


i understand what you are saying
it sure does make a lot of sense...
we have spoken on the phone...
i have heard & felt your heart
and i know of some of the wealth of love
and dedication that is in there within you




i know we were just kidding
about the cat....

Hi Don...You are a sweetheart also I can tell...
it's warm there???
okay...the A/C is going on just for you...


I have had the honor and pleasure of meeting some very awesome noble men and women on this site and it is so wonderful...

I believe in honesty and even though
i may not always say what everyone wants to hear...

i will do my best to be honest
with out trying to hurt someone
and you will rarely if ever,
hear me say one thing
and do another ...

and if so
may my Lord deal with me righteously
that i am be acceptable unto Him

where were you when i was there in the 70's.
never mind, don't answer that, it doesn't matter.
your a good lady i can tell and thanks for inviting me here to share with you and your friends.

I know that you know that I knew that I know.... hahaha Well off to run errands, thanks for letting me in your heart!

I think that God Put me here for a special purpose
and i want to fulfill what ever it is I have to do
to get to the next step in my spiritual evolution

that doesn't mean i believe entirely in evolution...
i believe we were created by God Almighty
and then that each species has evolved from that .....

but i don't believe that we were monkeys...
if we evolved from monkeys...
why then are there still monkeys?


Don...in the 70's???

i left Connecticut in 1971, paid 100 dollars for a yoga seminar in Paonia Colorado and hitchhiked there...spent the summer in Colorado and then found a ride to Cali the end of the summer...

got married 3-24-1973
and had my first baby girl on 3 -36-1974

a daughter and a son
{ bicentennial twins !}

on 4-27-1976



soooooo...being a wild child yogi,
and then....
a Christian wife and Mother

was what i was doing in the 70's

well a little more adventurous then i was at that time in life.
but i did enjoy california.

maybe way more adventurous..

but then....

i didn't go overseas to War Dear Don.....


i'm sure that was adventure to the fullest degree
and not being said to you in any less
than a most humble and respectful way.



i admire our Military Men
and applaud you for your service and sacrifice

actually being in the air force war is a distant thing. we are way back where it is safe for the aircraft.
i was a bullet catcher in Europe and traveling all over there and Africa in that capacity.
then i spent the rest of my career as a criminal investigator. saw a lot of things including the pyramids in cairo, Isreal, Palestine, Ethiopia and much more.
came here from Guam in the south pacific and stayed after i retired in 95 because it doesn't snow like it does in northern indiana.

gonna grab a shower and shave. back in a minute.