Im here!!!

Good Morning my dear ones

Its been awhile since I have done a morning ramble, so settle in and get ready, I'm about to ramble on.

I've got a case of wander lust, I've had it real bad since I moved back home 3 years ago.Whats held me here is my son, I up rooted him from his friends 3 years ago, so that prevents me from doing it again to him until January.In January B-Man will graduate high school, I am then free to go, as he has his plans set in place and will no longer need mom as an ever present presence in his life.Which is fine with me, most days any way.

I have this idea, but I am often told it is irresponsible for someone of my age, which makes it sound like I am 110 years old.I want to simply pack up the car with the few things I hold dear, some clothes because well its not advisable to be driving about nakkid, and just simply drive...out of New York and keep going until I just stop, and where ever I stop is home...so this is what I want to do, whether I do or not remains to be seen.Fate is funny like that, you never know when its going to say uhh no I don't think so and change direction on you and send you off in a different way, which I wouldn't mind either.What ever will be will be.

Other than my son I really have nothing holding me here in New York, I can live with out the rest of my family being close by, I just want to be someplace else...I did an earlier ramble about "home"...home being where ever the elusive "he" is.Which still stands true for me, but the need to leave New York is very strong, the need to be away from my family is strong as well.

So I wonder now does anyone else have these urges, to just simply pick up and go??Or is it all just a part of the dreamer that is me??

I have felt it many times.
Some times it feels closterphopic (sp)

Getting ready to do it myself just haven't found a final destination

I know that Eileen has said very similar thing to me in the recent past. I think it makes you normal to want to explore.

Whoa I'm normal..who'da thunk!!! ***rolls around on the floor laughing her ass off now at the thought of being normal***

Like I said before, you are welcome to come and have some fun with us in Idaho.

Jenni, I so know how you feel about wanting to just go...I have felt like that alot lately myself. Just feel like running away and never coming back...But then I have to think ...will it really make things any better? Don't know, but the thought is definately there.. {{HUGZZ}}

Hey.............................................................Whats up?

Mornin DirtDogg

i have 7 more yrs til my youngest graduates...them i'm off to somewhere w/mts and or water...when you start your journey there is always a hot meal, lotsa chaotic fun and a spare bed for you....brenda

(((((Brenda)))))((((Cap't)))))) yall rawk!!

Hey alll my SEXY A$$ FRIENDS!!! What is everyone up to today? Im have finally pulled myself back together and now Im back to normal......whatever that may be?????

good morning

Gettin ready to take a nap, all is well in my corner of this vast universe. Gonna do some writing later when I get up..many thoughts buzzing inside my head. Good to see you Lady Diva, normal..just a setting on the dryer dear, not really meant to describe people's state of life Any way glad to know things are well for you.

((((((((Amber)))))))))) my sista hope your day is simply divine

jennie thank you i have to go but i wanted to come in and say hello to my friends

lets just say that Im normal for me!

aww you're welcome lil sista, we'll be here later on too..well I will be

evening all, how is everyone?