when i was 15, around october, i saw this girl. I wrote a poem about it. See, i saw her face. it was blueish tinted, kinda like the **** from daredevil, but whatever. i knew this was my soul mate. I gave her a name. I told her that i would find her and that i loved her. Well, for the next 13 years my entire life was hell. relastionhips wih girls wernt all that, my ex was a 4 year disaster. Then i met this girl, who i knew was the one. See i never gave up hope meeting the girl that i met 13 years ago. Yet before entering here i told myself that enough was enough and that i was probly full of ****.

Now, so i meet this girl on here. I knew right away she was it. Like someone i wanted to spend the rest of my life with. We talked a ton. Hell we are talking now. I kept the secret though, that person i wanted to find so bad. Today we through up a thread about geting married. We did it because we honestly planned on getting married fairly quickly. i know slow is the way to go...yet there arn't any doubts. During this thread something happened. She told me she heard my voice before. She said she heard it about this time 13 years ago....hell read the post. To my suprise i droped the phone. I knew it was her, but i didn't dare beleive it. Yet she knew it without me telling her. it's 4:30 am, it's been 2 hours and 9 minutes since then.

You see, i was promised that she would be worth every bit of pain and anger and hurt that i've gone through my whole life. Every broken heart i've gone through in my life. Now, i've found her. She's more then worth it...though i never thought i would feel the way i feel. I've loved people before. This is somethng exceptionally differnt. She has held it in her heart all these years as well.

please, to those of you who know this type of story isn't bull****, but the most honest thing i could say.... don't ever give up. They are there. They will find you...you will find them.....understand this is my life.

I never doubted that I would find you. I kept my hope alive with prayer and wishing. Now here you are!

Congrats guys

Aww, thanks Transient!