Have you ever had this feeling that you dont know where to put yourself? You dont know what you really want and who you want to be with. Theres a random question in your mind but you can't find answers. Its sucks, isn't it? There is someone who are sincerely trying their best to make you happy but still you keep looking on the other way around to find the happiness. Its kind of weird. But i feel this moment at finding myself. I just wanna know if somebody has an experienced like this. Its so confusing.

Can't say I have but I wish you happiness.

Whenever I want answers to random questions I usualy Google it

Thanks.
Good for you. You have nothing to worry with all of your questions.

well other then knowing what i want to do for a living nope

but glad to hear that you are finding yourself : )

best wishes on your hunt

Not as much as a feeling that I shouldn't put myself somewhere.
Or feeling I want to put myself somewhere but I'm not supposed to.


I don't think you are absolutely supposed to know this ahead of time.
Maybe that's just for kids though.
Because that's how parents get their kids to try brussels sprouts.
"How do you know you don't like it unless you try it?"

If you don't know what you really want, or who you want to be with, try something and/or someone new. Anything, or anyone.
I don't think there is any problem with that unless you are dishonest about it.


After my dad died my mom screamed at me that she just wanted someone that understood her.

That's what sucks.

Knowing that everyone you meet, anyone that isn't already a set part of your life, will not understand you, not really.

That communication, understanding, being able to express the random questions and get an answer that helps will take a looooong time, a lot of effort, and a lot of conflict to get to.

And 99% of the time it's going to be frustrating as hell because people either don't want to stick around and do that, you don't want them to stick around and do that, or you aren't compatible in the ability to learn each other.

IMO the "random question in your mind" is nowhere near as sucky as knowing that.