This all tells me that u both r very good persons from heart, I wish all good for u and RIP for her

Checking in on you OP.

Hope you are feeling stronger and finding something nice to do with this new season of your life. Summer is a great time to get out and forward the leaves of comfort that have been offered to you in your sister's memory.

Summer can be a particularly hard time for those in hospitals or institutions because the holidays are not a reminder to families to GO VISIT. You could be such a blessing; just reading a book to someone, writing a letter or playing a simple bedside game; perhaps one you shared with your sis when you were kids? It is ok to enjoy child like wonder.

Dear Mingle friends,
My baby sister just passed away on last February from breast cancer.
I flew far away to see her and do my best stay next to her for 24 hours ....
My heart was broken very deep seeing her condition. No hope.
I keep pray and keep give her hope even we all know no more hope. I keep telling her how much I love her. And sorry if I don't enough give her attention.

After 2 weeks, I fly back to US, my head was blank 24 hours. I don't even think want to eat or feeling hungry.
After few days aim in FL, she passed away....and in few days before she die, she keep asking me, and how much she love me.

Dear Mingle Friends,
Till today, my heart still feeling broken. It doesn't matter I was driving, having breakfast , at work, shower or when I sleep, in 24 hours always thinking about her and cry.
I never stop praying for her.

I keep asking GOD to give her forgiveness and good place.
(She was very smart, very kindness, humble and loving person).

Smileyface2013

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There is nothing we could say to you that will make your pain go away. However, I still want to tell you that your faith in God will bring you peace eventually. You and I know deep down inside us that she is in a better place. And she left this world knowing she was loved and that you cared for her deeply. I am a breast cancer survivor myself! I was diagnosed four years ago. And I wanna tell you that even though we are sad and scared when told we have cancer, eventually we also come to terms with the fact that we are going to leave this world before we expected. Cry some more and after that act exactly in the way you would have liked her to act if you were the one who passed away. Would you like to see her suffering indefinitely because you are gone? NO AT ALL! you would want her to be happy and go ahead with her life.. Right? Smile when you think of her... Remember all the good times you both enjoyed together. Wherever she is now, give her the satisfaction of seeing you being happy.... God Bless you!