My ex was with the toilet paper roll on our wedding night
instead of me
preferred phone sex with a 450 pound woman he said he knew was more sexy than me
beat me bloody when I was pregnant and said no one will ever love you
he said this is the truth
if I could I would erase every image of abuse
and dry every tear of every man, woman, and child who has ever been hurt this way
i have cried away my pain and built a wall again
the same wall God once took down with every word of compassion
I came home and there was no home
for home is also a four letter dirty word when there is no love

Abuse... abusers (men/women) groom their victims, the victims often believe it is their fault, "if only they were better!" Don't believe it, abuse, verbal, emotional, physical, or sexual is never okay! Report, and get help, find a support group. No contact, is the only way; the abuser knows the buttons to push, and they have no problem with lying. No matter what they say, most do not change. All anyone can do is remind you to take care of yourself, it is not your problem to try and fix them.

Thanks. Itis funny that usually it is the person that seems to be the most gentlemanly that is NOT the gentle man.