Sounds good....fire it up

Ok lets do one bout holding back when we had a chance or opportunity to do something anything but didn't because of second guessing....

I held back many times chances to sell plenty rhymes or switch it up get plenty shine/
Is that how I wanted them to gimme mine nah I decline I'll get it when it hit my time/
But time flies by like life no lie will I put out a hit before I die/
Only if they like it that's my reply/
It was a matter of choice tryin to better my voice so I when bring it its more than noise/
Still I hold back time never waits ***** already know that/
Maybe im scared that I'll fail low confidence is hell tho my lyrics show I'm competent as well/
These different times have me questionin should I grind/
I don't spit ******** so will they be questionin my lines/
Another year pass and I'm workin off my *** at a job don't really make cash/
They yellin get famous that aint what my aim is I was been in the struggle **** never been painless/
Maybe it's time to take a risk take time and make a hit/
Maybe the fog'll lift maybe I'll recognize my gift finally be relaxed before I put a blunt to my lips/

I remember being asked what will be my career
I never would say anything really sincere
Didn't wanna tell em there's a star in here
So I would say i wanna be an office worker
Really all I wanted was cash, cars, clothes and hookers
Feel like everyone I meet is a future onlooker
I would hold a notebook and say it's for school
They look inside of it and see it's full of raps
I tell them that its poems I know it's uncool
But they know I wanna be a rapper cuz of my strap
Now I got everyone asking for a freestyle
Then I feel like I'm in the movie 8 mile
Come up with raps off the head you'll just brag
And poor guys bragging bout money makes me gag
Definition of a dreamer is me
Look in my eyes and you'll see

Life is a b i t c h and then you die/
We **** around for the most of our lives/
And we dont know what we got until its gone/
My past may be dead but my heart will go on/
This aint no titanic f u c k that i aint sinking/
I can spit out rhymes faster than you when your blinking/
The devil took my soul and sold it for a buck/
You say your the devil, You think i give a f u c k/
Im like ***** ***** himself with my lyrics i will preach/
Aint no school teacher here cos the stupid priks cant teach/
My hip hop in its most harshest/
Form, from this man im a brand new artist/
Life aint no game take it in with respect/
Or the devil himself will sell that soul and infect/
Your brain and your body-Dude youve ****ed it this time/
I made an effort **** this i got two more lines/
I dont wanna go to hell cos my fans will cry/
The moral is Lifes A B i t c h And Then You Die//

Bruh...lifes a ***** then you die/
Have fun have guns die young/
The devil is a lie/
i saw him in my all seein eye/
I was born in a country that has my ppl torn/
Dumbed down before our minds take form/
Each face shot down that looks like mine/
Warns me of the comin storm/
Then i got this chick/
called life and i been dealin wit this *****/
Then her friend karma come around now im in some other ****/
Dealin wit these two till i die/
Exactly why i stay so high/
I get blowed cuz you never kno when you gonna go/
They always **** me fast i jus wanna take it slow/
And jus when i think i got it right/
They back for anotha go/
They say lifes a ***** dealin wit her is no hoe/

It all comes down to trust/
Im steady pursuin the truth/
Now i got friends who could be foes/
And i dont what to do/
Cuz it feel like they schemin on me/
I just need some solid proof/
We been connected a couple months/
Put in work more than once/
But somethin aint right bout em/
It bugs me when i hit my blunts/
The body language strange/
And the eye movement gettin weirder/
It may be me but theres somethin up wit these niggas/
In the beginning we was close/becomin tighter than dap/
But now i feel the distance growin/
an ever widening gap/
Is they they plottin is they plannin/
Will it be a simple robbery or the cannon/
Is the way the group disbandin/
On top of that/
Who really got my back/
I move alone so its kinda easy to catch that clap/
I aint got no main lady/
On less thing to stress me/
Cuz choosin one to trust/
is anotha thing that test me now/
She could have niggas waitin to dress me up/
While im tryin to get her dress down/
Thats the way some of the best went down/
I aint wit no games/
I live on time thats barely mine/
Tryin to figure it out/
So i barely pay femmes any mind/
Concerned more bout handshakes i gotta watch/
These niggas muggin one or all i might gotta box/
I dont move rocks or even push blow/
But why the vibe from the block gettin ever cold/
When im around these niggas its like time slows/
Im tryin to the botttom of they goals/
Before my goose is put on them coals/
I been down this road before the reminders on my soles/

What's good w u droppin_jewelz? It's your girl Dabride aka the Advocate or just call me Bride or Breezy.

Ya'll got me hype on your mic passin but I want in now LOL...

Not lazy my brain work of procrastination but it's all sin tho
God say ta swim in the summer
Go Ahead and try that in the winter bro
Me n NY where i'm from know just how ta fit u
Our love of money is a condition we licensed to issue
But Ima stand for u and be what you called me to be
Your adopted one Da b.r.i.d.e
This me callin out once again
Cryin to you I feel like i'm ballin out in my sins
I feel like i'm drownin on a regular
I don't know positive from negative, they mesh well
Am I really headed to heaven cuz i'm already doin hell
I walk life like a cell block but never spent a day in a cell
Hmm...my respect im steady tryna earn
N from who? others in the same block thats still tryna learn
Some with the mentality of an infant
Why do I waste my time tryna gain from them
But we do it everyday worry about the next man's feelins more than we take time to pray
So busy worried about our image than what the father's portrays
We want but didn't ask him
Our voices were lifted to the advesary's kin
We lend ears to the gossiping to get through the day
To feel no pain from the past n present
These the games we play
I feel so lonely and the walls close tighter
Harder to breath and even harder to lift my head higher
I struggle to awake from sleep
It seems the more I need rest the more I grow weak
Like a flower uprooted I wither here
Hopin you notice my thirst before I disappear
I'm out of place these white people don't except who I am n they can't tell me to my face
I'm done bein a trophy n**** but then who do I tell
When everyone around me still got they same smell...


Just came by ta show some love... ya'll are dope. @droppin_jewelz & unknown_romeo. Keep doin your thing boy!

I swing rhymes at these simpeltons like you callin me a babe
Cracked em out the park n departed in Ruth's way
never look back behind cuz my past is so uglay
Those who never knew the advo can depart from mey
Your silly ryhmes out shine like mines i grind harder than
a morter n pestle but the results is like sunshine
fresh like moisture on a dozen rose petals
My spittin is welcomed in this generation of settlers
Street dosers narcaliptic non hittin urban erosion
Washed away from bein too fake to a culture that they had chosen
We started this ish but can't seem ta wanna complete
these fools out here so tired they won't stand up to compete
The advocate keep grindin on real Hip Hop while ya'll n***** stay sleep!

I got more names than a certified schizophrenic
Ride for Christ, my life, but as the Advocate the world I represented
Are you in it, its kool if you can't fathom
My pops is unbelievable I'll always take the stand for him
In man we give everything we shouldn't a slave to sin
Unknowing that those thats buried can rise again
You think i'm playin but I seen some things that'll make you p*** and cringe
Like horror it make the hair stand up straight on its ends
As Dabride I called em out and ya'll so silly you think im buggin out
Advo told Breezy and Bride told the Brizzide
We all gone roll with the advocate cuz she got a sound mind
Im type nice n might not be ya type
thats kool I hope you didn't think I believed the hype
My level is higher than candy and more mello than brandy
Wipe your nose n bust the bottle for they bury you dead B
We have a enemy he is cunning and he is shady
Like a politician pedafile sellin parts of aborted babies
N they think its bananas I musta gone crazy
My personality disordered cuz they cant understand the need for the seed
Can you dig me?

Once again its the admiral/ welcomin the advo/while i pull this aggro/ wit mad flow/hip hop one thing that calm my bad soul/ this aint a parker bros game/ im bane of an artist like trinidad james/ pyrokinetic flames when i spit off the brain/arms too short to box wit god/these rappers cant enter my range/ wu said for a better tomorrow/ so im killin pop rappers to start the change/ some say i drop jewels/ others say im a devil wit the pen/ i jus say i been on a roll since i passed level 10/ now im addicted to grindin and levelin/ rpg terms in case you wanna learn/ i serve up different ones like a hook from hearns/ book the fuel pen the match/ all thats left is the burn/ im the voice of every mc spurned/ the records no longer bein scratched and turned/ im the bboy spinnin on his head/ tryin to rewind time to when it wasnt dead/ the illest things i learned hide in the illest things i said/ but it goes over heads cuz it aint bout bread/ so i picked up a villain's persona to enforce the principles/ me bein murdered by a rapper?/ chances very minuscule/

Word up aint no words down for the admiral
At Eastern time I turnt up at this happy hour
To fresh words comin from a proficient natural
To quench the thirst of a woman that calls herself the Advo
You ain't gotta tell me twice homie
Hip Hop needed a jump years back they still yellin "clear"
I clinched up n curled my lips up when they tightened up they gear
N dreamt up a day theyd stop sellin off men like queers
Know we searchin for the scratch in turn
Some of us eagerly ready to learn
Like the pen stay ready to burn
Some vets by nature others kept that pen to they paper
Bane broke trinidad J before he left Port a Spain a faker
It's predestined but these jokers keep on testin
Whether it's rap or whatever they gon learn today
So I just say bless em
I really get your persona villain
Like that M-203 connected my M-16 while I was trained for killin
Rappers out here give me flashbacks
My hand to hand n rifle game might twist a cap back
Grindin N levelin like I toted my rucksack
I'll poison they water like madame hydra terrorist attacks

What it is advocate/ i see you spit better than tha average chick/ or the ones who claim baddest *****/ im the mic mechanic/ givin hop a spruce up/ a lil tune up labels have doomed us/ i heard they rock crowds/ but they barely move us/ im from tha boom bap/ not no mumble mouth rap/ im a tablespoon of nas/pinch of kool g/
Lil bit of mos def sans kufi/ scarfaced geto boy not from the movie/ teach like krs-one/ ill like rakim the master/ i spit in a crowd and they say thats a tough bastard/when it comes to villains im a bit like cell/ laid back polite but i will raise hell/ geese fell from his tower/ we lost another one who chased power/ shish taught me hunger for more/ and your fears you should devour/im chargin up ki like an iphone battery/ if i power up too much then its a catastrophe/ this is droppin jewels spittin more black magic/ now back to learnin more of the supreme mathematics/

I'm just being honest with these words that I write, when these rhymes between the commas outlined my purpose in life / I'm finding that the drama isn't worth the fight, Thats word on my mama who birthed me to life / I try and move from day to day, but all I do is stray away,from all of these jaded claims that someday I'll make a change / Like when I first heard homeboy in the hood say he'
'd save the day / I found myself in a way that my fate was changed / Now a days I'm taking aim, at all the things I see create & say / A faceless gain when all I find are ways to hate / Cuz truthfully it's hard to write about things that ain't abusing me / Like why can't I write about what I find is cool to be / Foolish G', it's not how it used to be, and now I'm losing me to things that I choose to see / Ruthlessly accusing each and every root in me to grow out and loot and spree / It feels like when you lost that friend but still I fight when upon that stretch / It makes you feel like you really lost that step but pause to collect the strongest effect / As honor is pressed you conquer whats left expecting the drama upsetting your mama and you see alot of stress / From god to sex even ya boss and debt and thoughts that get caught like a knot inside ya head / When everything in life well.. It's got to end .. And It's whether or not you even want the mess / You gotta pick it up and start again.. Life gets heartless when you measuring the price Vs. being nice and it gets even harder when / You say what u think and the odds are bent the brains mystique & it's keeps on charging in / So artist sent to seek a dark intent like a sharpened edge when I'm marking my text / That has me concealing how part connects like Oh jeez.. So please pardon the breathes / I flow free ya don't see the largest regret when it really only matters If you regard to let/ Departed flesh and remarks of death remain large unless targets stretch/ To jar the test like u narc a fed and bars.. man they stay garden fresh / As I garnish a breath to harness a depth that earth cant even start to guess /

What it do villain
It's that bad ***** again
Iggy Nicki and whatever chick misplaced they pens
I might big up Trina tho cuz her ***** line gets it in
But I gotta salute my favorites Mobb D for reconizin Kim
Tho I don't refer to myself like a dog im loyal
I can mos def do my part as any mans Goyil
Refer to myself as a Bride cuz im royal
Thats the highest honor we will have here on God's soil
Mos Def thats my dude im feelin that
Scarface back in the day he had me feel a cat
Made me wanna smile for him when I discovered rap
KRS had me like a shadow off a n***** back
The Smif made me wanna fire a wesson
Theres where alot a my time was invested
Rakim I feel you he could be construed as a master
But back to da Mobb My man Havoc God forgive me is my idol
I dream long nights a holdin his production title
My dudes today still make me wanna get away
Cuz it's been hell on earth since the culture name fade

Oh Snap we linked the other piece to tha pack
Whats Goodie Romeo? We some too kool cats
I feel you dawgs it get harder by the minute N even when you think you got it fam you really ain't get it
I can tell you one thing that I seen My God is bigger than anything
You wouldnt believe how blessed I been
If this is the best they got lets do it better
If this life has no other side forget you met her
Everything happen for one puprose and one alone
Dont never forget you couldn't create your own
Now we out tryna push some clones
Claimin we got it together but we babies talkin grown
It come down ta wantin to retaliate or just feed your seed
Bottom line is you no different than me
Thats why from my circle I was taught love for my brother
Cuz foreal no good n stayin hurtin each other
I been broke n even had a ring twice
N each time I lost more pieces a me than I found nice
This time around no explanation
At least the last n***** voiced they intent for I replaced em
Its not always just one they dissapoint when both my seeds is askin mom whats the point
No matter your story I pray a smile verse a mean mug
No matter the issue for you i got mad love

N by the way that was dope to you both as always

I got a cold flow
Its October in NY thats for sure
Winters so brick like Newark NJ..they know
Character so bubbly you may wanna keep the top closed
One big overflow shake me N they wait a minute
Got em waiting patiently for thinkin they indulgin in it
I cant say that its a problem wit it
But just makin sure I make it my fathers business
Im not even there yet Cube aint in the buildin yet
Dabride is icin N**** wit attitude, im delayin jets
I got a few plans ta be the next best
While they acclimate I positively invest
But its early still
my plan is not ta live off my record sales
Nobody got enough money for me ta flash my grill
Or trust to have me makin closed deals
No success to claim my soul because its still his
N that goes for my 2 kids
They were destined to reap a fortune from my business
I wont waste time actin like I got intrest
Instead I'll keep constructing the frame to Dabride nest

I dont do it for tha cash or the rings/
The cars girls wit big bras material things/
Its self aware standin like alistair overeem/
Blood of a slave heart of a king/
Let ms etta james at last at last/
My voice from the stereo blast/
And i make these stars crash/
I seen the bottom and where cities fell like sodom/
And ppl dont care for ya problems/
Everybody got em/
My homey died before 21/
Damn outta us that coulda been anyone/
I struggled tryin to not to let the devil in/
I was in between decidin to sell drugs/
While watchin friends that was hooked on heroin/
Some did cocaine im relieved nobody cobained/
Growin seein black zombies walkin up and down streets/
Stumbling upon me why they smoked rock was beyond me/
Not too many role models jus niggas who lived by a motto/
Sell weight to get money like the lotto/
Fell in wit tha hood types they was like fam tho so almost like the good life/
But still was plagued by nightmares of my ppl killin me/
I dont what was instilled in me/
Probably cuz my uncle was killed by his best friend/
That ***** did it willingly/
I smoke herb cuz that and spittin words bring peace/
Cuz when im left to think im on the edge of my seat/
Rome i hear what you going thru/
You headed that direction? **** it im goin too/
As i breathe in and exhale it out/
I got an hour of peace then returns the doubt/

Im sorry for all the loss, but sure you heard it enuff
Will say Im down on my knees in his presence for you
Im a servant by his blood
Its the heroin and the audacity to headline it all
The anger can take you only so far
I been there from dumpin needles in gutters to keep the piece
To indulging in my own smokescreens
rollin up ta fold up n my hallucinating
crawlin on the floor OD'n for their entertainin
Still feel hands on my throat when I recall that "he loved me?"
But then I have to recall that It was by Gods grace he chose to raise from me
2 set a hands but in the room I swear there was 3
I know that same angel hasn't left me B
N damn! this n**** was 3 times bigger than me!
N I still couldnt see
The true meaning
I wanna look up but im still leanin
We close our eyes to see but we open them n stay afflicted
Gods hands in our presence n still we deny it
Even when we know were right we shut our mouth
N it aint always the enlightened that throw love out
I dont think I made it on this level to be solo
Or that I couldnt stand down N salute a fellow soldier
Sure didn't think today I'd still be breathin
Or have another chance to believe, that I believe him...

Don't underestimate the opportunities that are still given to you by God himself. There are no accidents even on October 12 2015. This exact date will not repeat itself.