I know. It is really frustrating trying to figure out which one is the liar. All I know is I really refuse to live like this. I don't like dramatic relationships. I told him when we first got together that if he ever decided he wanted someone else, just tell me. I don't fight for a man's attention. I refuse to fight if he's still tryin to sweet talk her. I also refuse to fight a little girl over a guy that I know is a dumba$$ anyway.

wash wash wash, both sides of the hands, up to the elbows!!
use a pleasant and sweet smelling soap - something gentle like oil of olay...

My friend Jason has been tellin me that if I get back with the guy he's gonna have to commit a murder...lol. HAHA, NOOOO its not my next b/f, he and I have been friends since I was like 2. Anyway, I just figure that if I call them both out at the same time, and one of them freaks out, they are the liar. I am pretty much just prepared to tell them that if he wants a dumb little girl, he can have her,and if she wants a lyin sob who will try to control her every move, she can effin have him.

I just get so sick of caring about people only for them to turn around and do me this way. I just can't do it anymore. I don't even care if I ever meet anyone at this point. I'm DONE caring.

until the next one comes along......heheeeeeee

what next one? I'm over this whole dating thing. It brings nothing but greif.

So are you going to become a nun or a lesbian now???

Neither.

I'm sure I'll get over it in time and possibly move on, but whoever it is is going to have to work pretty damn hard to even get my attention.

THAT's right Jayme...AND AS IT SHOULD BE!!!

Your past relationships should only make you stronger...Now you know what types of guys to stay clear of...Focus on what you what in a man and don't settle for anything less.

I know, i always had steered clear of pretty boys. For some reason, he got to me. I wonder if the fact that I recognised him when I met him was my mind saying "walk the f*ck away" and b/c he was so cute i didnt' hear that part...

Well, lucky for me I get over things rather quickly. I'm over it.

Grow up girl. You're all over the place! One minute you're doubting your faith. The next minute you're standing behind your own convictions. The minute after that you give up. The minute after that you're playing into secret public opinion and other peoples games.

How is the fact that I'm over it make me immature? I don't dwell on stuff... that makes me what? HE made me feel very insecure, and that's not normally me. Is it not normal to feel a little confused at times? I am normally a very confident person, but when someone has you under their thumb it can make you doubt everything about you.

I've bit my lip till now. I think you're beautiful. I think you're hot. I want to have a baby with you and share a life full of happiness and sharing together. Side by side being equal sharing love and life both good and bad. Oh wait I'm not attractive enough. Sorry. Never mind.

The first thing that made me attracted to you was your strong will before I checked you out.

huh? I don't know what ya look like....lol, so i can't tell you that. I don't care all that much about looks, there's all kinds of different 'types' that I find attractive. I am laughing at your post right now , b/c somewhere along the way I've made myself look like a superficial person obviously, and I'm the very furthest from that you'll ever meet. Even if I don't find someone initially attractive at first, I will still take the opportunity to get to know them.

I do have a very strong will, thats why I don't let men get away with bullsh!t for very long.

I use "grow up" as a term because as others compare the drama to something a teenage girl would subject herself to. Not as an insult. I don't feel you are immature. I feel you are smart. I gotta crush on you and you're checkin my profile and my profile is a parody joke. Talk to me jayme. I'm listening if anything.