so i'm collecting information from ex significant others, friends..

to basically piece together, what's wrong with me, lol

so far,

i'm complicated

don't think before i speak

and i think i heard somewhere something about boys feeling timid around pretty, made-up girls.

i was thinking more along the general lines of.. could stand to lose 10lbs., have more of this or less of that, better career, higher education, whatever.

when placed in the hands of others, it's kinda scary what they might think to do to fix you. it's robotic. lobotomy.

i can't tone it down. i know how to be nice. i know how to be diplomatic. i am compassionate and concerned. i know how to laugh about anything.

i'm kicking along becoming more and more of an individualist, whoever appreciates me..

anyone else gotta list?

My list says ETC.................... lol

LOL

good idea.

I love it when people do that. I get:

"You're too smart." Apparently, intelligence is a BAD thing?

"You use too many big words." I will try to use words of one syl-- uh, well, uh, one thing -- for you. Is that Oh Kay?

"You're too analytical." Right, what's the point in trying to UNDERSTAND anything that's going on?

"You're intimidating." I got that one the other day. Intimidating, HOW, exactly? Do you want me to put down the bazooka?

"You're not focused enough." What is that supposed to -- hey, there's a baboon on TV!

Ahhhh, screw 'em. Like they're so perfect, too....

lol. yeah, i'd say they weren't really good matches either

i suppose i could just as easily be asking what is right with me, lol, but i suppose that wasn't impressive enough

drama-seekers

theres alot that aint right with me but i really dont care what others think. as long as i can be happy with myself thats all that matters. u should try this ak0

with ta-tas like ours, it should be easy enough lol

I don't care what anyone else thinks of me, why should you? I'm myself no matter what and if they can't handle it then so what. Everyone's got problems to work on, and thats ok. Don't make someone else be the judge of you.

I have spent years grooming the facade, the image of being completely insane... (not really)

Being the mad woman on the hill, gets all kinds of leeway.

Because the list was about two rolls of five hundred leaf toilet paper long...and I found a better use for it.

What other people think of me is none of my business.

I don't requre others to define me.

I simply cannot be defined by any one but myself...besides I'm the only one who knows me well enough to do that

never believe your own press...if you believe the good stuff you will also have to believe the bad

i agree with ya jen cuz im the only that can understand me too

My own press releases???

Believe them?

Oh my!!!

There's a never ending supply of toilet paper in that...

please stop! you are revealing all your vulnerabilities!
what do think this is? the striptease thread?!!

<~~~wites own press releases...and reads them...what a humbling experience...lol

Well yeah...isn't that a stainless steel pole over there in the corner?

Naked is great...

naked with lightning

cues Adam Ant - Strip...