Hi.u.. no don't think it was her.
she wouldn't do me that way..lol

. and besides she likes the other guys.
you know Pepsi.. yuck..
.. it was one of my boys.
I tell them if you're going to take the last cold pop out.... have the decency to restock the fridge.. thus the next fellow has a cold pop... but no.
.. that would be too difficult..
. it is easier to let good old dad restock the fridge....lol..

get used to it no1. it was always me with the warm drinks or none so then i just got my own lil fridge in my room. issue resolved and case closed. only way it worked.

She moves, she moves like a breeze
I swear I can't get her out of my dreams
To have her shining right here by my side
I'd sacrifice all them tears in my eyes...

OMG Robin Williams is dead....he committed suicide

who said he committed suicide.?

released by the police department, death by asphyxiation, he was found today at 12:02 pm

I do not wish to be disrespectful.
are insensitive... but what's with these actors.. committing suicide..
they have everything fame fortune.
.. and I get that.. fame and fortune. is not everything.. but my god..
. you feel depressed go to some beach somewhere.. in the Pacific Islands... go visit a cancer ward..
.. go feed starving children in a third world country.. it's just that there's so many people... whose lives are so much harder... and they don't just quit.. throw in the towel.. so to speak.
.. my sisters suicided herself..
to this day I'm still pissed at her..
. there I said it..wow.. I actually said it out loud..hmmm..

and again I'm not trying to piss anybody off.. I just do not understand it.. there were lots of times I could have checked in the towel.. but I didn't.. I have kids.. people that depend on me...

yeah I get it... my grandpa would always say.. when somebody committed suicide... weak minded people.. personally I tend to agree with him... even given what my sister did... to all of us.. she was depressed.
. but we all get depressed don't we..
.. I guess she just couldn't find it within herself... to carry on...
... I can't imagine what was going through her mind.... even carrying out the whole act of it.. what must you be thinking about... you have to be thinking something..

you feel worthless, that you don't matter, you feel empty and alone, you feel like no one cares or understands, you think life would be better without you there making others unhappy, you get in your own mind and it slowly eats you up....I've been there.

.. yes clinical depression..hmm

.. I don't truly know..
I have two nieces.. that have issues.
I look at their dad and say.. they just need a good swift kick in the butt..
. worked for us when we were kids..
.. and I'm not advocating hitting your children.. spanking yes hitting.no..
.. but sometimes I think people just need a good swift kick.. too much of this touchy feely stuff going on..
.. banned smoking.. good idea all For it... but I believe it came about because some waitress.. was diagnosed with cancer and she never smoked...ok.. feel bad for her yes..
but why did she just quit and get a job somewhere else...
same thing with McDonalds coffee.
being too hot... some woman spill coffee on her lap while driving..
and sued McDonalds.. now I have to drink lukewarm coffee.. because she spilled coffee on her lap..omg..
.. this world has given in to the squeaky wheel... you are the only one with an issue.. but if you scream a complain and whine about it all the time.. the rest of us get screwed over to accommodate that person...
Wtf.. the RCMP here had an issue.
with.. Pakistans.. wanting to wear the traditional head dress.. instead of the traditional RCMP hat.. so now..
.. after a lot of whining from some east Indians... they get to wear. there headdress.. in the RCMP royal blue and red colors.. instead of the traditional hat...wtf.. me I would have told them cut your hair and wear the damn hat..

.. see I don't understand that.
she had two boys..
. that alone makes her valuable.
to them.. she would often phone.
complaining about this or that..
. my advice was always take action do something about it.. don't just ***** and whine..... I mean I was more supportive than that... but the end message was.. we all have issues we just have to put one foot in front of the other.. don't look at the end game.. all the time...
I mean sure.. I have maybe 20 years left in my life.. knowing this should I just.... say screw it , and throw in the towel.. so to speak.... I mean I know I'm going to die.... why drag it out and stick around... might as well just QUIT NOW...wtf... sorry just a rant...
. again I don't mean to piss anyone off... just this thing with Robin Williams.. I love that guy...
. it's tragic a funny man committing suicide... comedians always find.
. the upside in things...
you know two sides to every coin.

^^^ ..



. once again I would like.
to apologize to anybody who I may have.. offended by my.. recent posting.. clinical depression.
is real and serious...

I agree klc. sometimes i hide behind humor and sometimes i just like to be humorous.

miss you blondey,hope you make it back soon

hi Blondey,

I was having a hard time with that too.
I started reading all the articles around his death.
One said that they lose a LOT of open-heart surgery
patients to suicide because of depression.

Their lives are not what they expect, which was a
return to their old selves.

Lots of drugs to take, different feelings in the body,
things they find they must face forever.

I can imagine how tough that must be.
So, I am glad he found his release, for whatever reasons
that compelled him.

Saw a dude with a mullet the other day......and I wondered.....had the rapture just happened?

...why do you keep viewing my profile???
I denied your friend request..
I didn't answer your mail..
Or your nudges...
Your still viewing me...your beginning
To creep me out...