Sitting on this hard floor,
Contemplating what could have been and should have been,
A lost injured little girl turned a woman with no knowledge
Responsibilities of kids that I didn't know I would have,
A place of remorse and happiness moved with true sadness,
Caught between being a little girl and a woman,
Trapped in my own hell and heaven
Can't see the future because its consumed with smoke,
Smoke from my breath and lungs,
Confused by my torment and of lack of direction,
I sit here typing my pain and myself doubt
I hope for a sign but I see none,
My hope is my education where I can escape from the life I chose,
Questioning if that will be the solution,
Deep hurt, anger, and disappointment made me who I am,
I see no way of education to help my pain and suffering
I keep hope but little is true of my faith,
I am a girl in a woman's life and hopeless,
I am consumed by disappointments and failures
Just wish for a savior of my own h***
But that savior is me...
What to do when a girl doesn't know she is a woman...

Wow! Beautifully written, there is a great deal of feeling and truth to what you write. A na�ve young girl in a woman's body experiencing life.

I agree with mowildflower...
keep the faith in educations ... it can lead you in the right direction ... as some always look for their path ...could be education is yours ...