There are times I'm lonely , I don't hesitate admitting it..I often reflect on my singularity. Missing the companionship of a woman.
I do enjoy the friendship and companionship of woman because I am by instinct�no how to enjoy the organic affinity between us...the joyousness and tenderness that can be produced..
But when you're deprived of it for a lengthy period then you value human companionship more. But I have to survive and so i devise all kinds of mental exercises if there no reason to celebrate not having companionship. It's not just about eroticism and sexuality, it's starts with communication, absence of judgements of any kind, trust and Someone who cannot ever be tempted away
by youth, beauty, money, bribes.I personally never been tempted by those things.
Although I am human, I do enjoy making love�if that moment arise my goal is to feel my emotions. If there is a social and physical attraction..If she feels hers then we can make love with emotions, followed by affection it should be so omnipotent.
The value of the personal relationship to all things is that it creates intimacy and intimacy creates understanding and understanding creates love.
So I've learned Patience is the companion of wisdom
Age has given me the gift of me; it just gave me what I was always longing for, which was to get to be a woman who can accept me for who I am, my inconsistentsies, my flaws , but knowing when I'm with her I shall attempt to make her fell she is the most important woman in the world.