All alone! Whether you like it or not, alone is something some of us have quite a lot of experience with
I can see just how lonely, and how deep this feeling runs. And it scares the **** out of me to be this lonely because it seems catastrophic at times.
Do you ever feel that way?"
"Lonely?"
I search for the words to describe this feeling "Restless" moments.
We're going to meet a lot of people who share this undesirable feeling.
They describing that moment of feeling lonely and you realize that how lonely can be. Everybody else seems to find the right words except you.
For a time you can be alone and doing fine and never give a thought to living any other way and then you meet someone and suddenly you become lonely. It stabs at you, almost like a physical pain, and you feel both deprived and angry, deprived because you wish to be with someone and angry, because you may think of someone and their absence brings you misery, knowing it can't be or reserved to take the initiative. It's a strange feeling, akin to desperation, a feeling that makes you wait by the phone even though you know that the call may not come.
You feel so small and lost like you're the only one
You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul, just to hear a voice, to acknowledge you.
You want a reason to keep believing and no one hears you cry. Wondering if there is someone thinking of you.
'Cause all your fears seems to circle that lonilness.
We think of who to call..then we realize that sleep is our only friend
Well even sleep
Can't hide you from all those tears
And all the pain and all the days
You wasted pushin' them away
It's your life, it's time to find our balance.. to enjoy time alone. It gives us an opportunity to discover who we are and to figure out why we are alone.