ok now i'm confused thumper..what is it you want?

iam,, no one here knows where i live,, i take that back,, one that used to be on here does, and she can find me, but ya think i would say who it was? no. and it might be a good thing, cause i feel my anger coming to a boil again. and i dont want yall to see me explode. so why not hide?

SO I GUESS---------------WHAT??????? BYE?????

I GIVE UP....?

talk to me thumper

Thumper i'm not sure of what of most is going on like the rest of us but one thing I do know there is a thing called being to open and not really knowing who we are sharing with. I tend to try to get a feel for someone for a long time before I just open up. I have found myself to trusting at times and that is what gets me heart. Hmm if there throwing it back at you, then why stay around and deal with the pain? We all have choices. it's just a matter of if we will tak that actiom or not. Sorry to say this. but you said something about being real. Well being real to me, and facing myself for what the situation is. I have to look at it this way. I put myself there so that means i get myself out of it if it's hurting me.

sorry for the miss spelling

dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
that is why we are here to support each other
damn it if u have to explode here
just do it
and get it over with
we will suport you

if i explode,, i am getting banned, cause i will release everything,, and i do mean everything on this person

explode on IM to me thumper..you know i've got a shoulder for you to lean on

u can't attack a person personally that is being childish
and if it's a girl who messed with u
well dude the hell
she loses
i'll be damn man
u have too much value as a human being, to let another person pull you down.
bear with me here
you have too much value

yeah dude send me an email
whatever the hell you want
i won't tell

see,, thats the problem i wasent like this before i started opening up to people,, once i started, i felt a lil better, but now i see people like to use it against me, twist my words, basiclly call me a liar, so why should i open up to anyone, you never know whos gonna turn on ya

you are right you never know who might turn on you but please don't leave us..take some time away but don't leave for good. You know who your true friends are and we want to help.

so what
sh!t happens
are u going to give up the amazing and good person inside you
just for a couple of twisted minds that turn you down
count how many people have shown support
and theb tell me if it's worth it to trash all the good in you

wtf is happening????

Thumper, your to damm old NOT to know THAT PEOPLE ARE,,
EVERYTHING BAD SOMETIMES,,as well as everything GOOD SOMETIMES.

If someone really pisss me off,,,I have taken them to post,,if I can,,I try to email them my thoughts...

hey thumper- why are you hiding when it's the others that are being stupid.
we're not sposed to be nice because we want people to be nice back. We're sposed to be nice because we want to be nice. the world needs nice.
if everyone else is being an ass, refuse to deal with them. don't even give them the power of shutting you down. that's alot of control to give to another person.

thumper i now ya don't know me from adam but don't leave. i've enjoyed reading your posts & the little bit of conversation here & there.

i had a situation like yours drop in on me awhile back in my life. turned me 6 ways to sunday & spat me out like i was nothing. hurt like a mother for a long time. but with the friends that i had made on other sites at that time that i was on & the friends that i had & still have in the personal world i overcame the blackness that she put into my heart.

your a good man, don't let someone else give you the notion to lock it up inside. let it shine even brighter.

You get back here, young man. We all know that this life is not a promised happiness. The feelings you hold within, are your traits. You have a heart as big as all outdoors. This is who you are. To let someone take you off course, is not acceptable!!! Be you; the one all have grown to love. Be true to yourself, little guy... Mario