I just want all to know that I have read your words and they do mean more to me than you will have any ideal of.

My reasons for leaving is totaly personal. There are some things in my life at this time I must learn to deal with and at this time those things can not be dealt with if I'm here. I do hope you all understand. I'm as addicted to this site as most here are.


This is very hard for me to do but at this time it is harder for me to stay. Sometimes we must step back look at the whole situation in order to move on. And until we do that we will be stuck in a rut. I'm a fighter I will dig myself right back out of the hole I let myself get into. The SHOVEL has been thrown against the wall now now I'm making one step at a time to climb back to the top.


I have never in my life let anything take me completely down in the past. And I be damn if it will this time either. So to all keep your chin up enjoy your life and friends.

But also sometimes step back and see where you are and set new goals for the future we are never too old to set goals. That is one thing I an looking at right now and will have them in full swing soon.

I'm not saying I will not be back in the future not sure yet when for first there are a few things that I must work out within before I can do that. I have done some things and said some things and let things get to me. In the last couple of weeks I'm not too proud of.


Yeah I know we all make mistakes, BUT............it bothers me that I let things get out of control when I should not have that is not me. So its time to regroup and look at my life and myself and make some chages.

Life is all about making changes all should take the time and see what it is that bothers us and try to improve our future for no one can do that but we ourselves.


Until we meet again thank you all for your concern that is why I value this site so much. Because so many really do care. Don't know when I will be back but if your not here when I do drop back bye I wish you all the happiness that life can bring you.

May you only see RAINBOWS through your eyes and a gentle WIND at your back with a friend that walks beside you on your journey through life!!


LOVE YOU ALL!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!


P.S BIGSEXY THANG IF YOU WOULD CHECK YOUR MAIL YOU WOULD SEE I DID NOT LEAVE YOU LOL.

Anyone else LaMom knows how to reach me she has my IM sorry ((((((BUTTERCUP))))))) LMAO LOVE YA TOO

((((( Puddin Cup )))))

I love you and in my heart you walk with me each and everyday,,, Hugs and so much love to you,,,

Git back on that horse and ride Girl!!!

A fond farewell and may the beacons guide you.



G

Hey "G",,I think we have been left behind,

I hope your doing well, and T also....Good to see YOUR still here.....