Im not trying to be in this state of mind
A state of being tired, bored, and sleep deprived
And I'm not usually like this
But the ghost of me just arrived
Unaware if I am alive
Out of this human shape and size
Into death's mannequin I rise
Sweet melodic whispers of guise
Tempting me to believe it's lies

I feel unreal is this a dream
Nothing at all is what it seems

Im on autopilot heading towards an ethereal scene

Of white clouds under the moon and they all seem so serene

Water cascades in the wind and reflects in a sea green

Im flying dazed in the midst of a resplendent smoke screen

In the distance within my dream
Stands a tall marvelous castle
Of a king and beautiful queen
My heart can barely take the sight
In the cold of a winters night
And it's not ordinarily
Being alone gives me the fright
To be without my hearts desire
So Im accompanied with pain
Truly offers me no delight
So I seek my own way forward
From out of this damned hellish plight

Awesome write. Loved this so much.