I'm conversating with higher powers and pleading to the one N only, will he come if I feel lonely and hold me.

Do control me, if you see me acting phony, but can't you see my life is shady. Theres no sun that make me wake.

I chase after a dream, that looking real opaque. The darkness that it surround is looking out of place.

There's no face in this world that understand what I mean. So I'm pleading for an answer. Give a sign if I'm lying.

I'm not tryna buy my way inside those great pearly gates. I just wanna know the fate awaiting me for my sake.

Lord I know that you were there when I would pray when I was younger. I know that you're the one that used to bless my grandmother.

And all the others, so tell me what did I earn? Tell me what do I possess that will keep me insured?

To the fullest, bring your light into the dark, make it bright. Show me the evil dissappear into the shade of the night.

So I pray...

Dear lord can you answer me. This ain't the way it has to be. Are you mad at me? Don't wanna end up as a tragedy.

It doesn't have to be, another case that is just sad to see. The other half of me is talking over my anatomy.

My body burning... So I know right where I'm heading.
I do accept it... Cause of thoughts of deep depression.