I'm looking to start a new life, fresh, clean slate. Isn't there anybody REAL out there. I know I may be crazy to hope that there is a man out there that can provide for a family, who knows how to take care of a woman, with a great sense of humor and maybe some good looks. Call me crazy and ya I know that's every girls dreams. But does it honestly only happen in movies?

You're pretty. You know how to spell and use correct grammar. You'll find what you're looking for, I'm sure...

I think you want what all of us want. Trouble is, it's sometimes a long and bumpy road to get to that point, and not many guys are willing to put the work in to acheiving that kind of thing, but there are a few out there who not only are willing, but are also putting in the hard work necesarry to acheive all of that.

Hopefully, you'll find what you're looking for.

Im kind of looking to wipe my own slate clean and do things I was afraid to do before now. I just got out of a relationship with someone I realized I wasnt as in love with as I thought when we first started out. Since then, being single has had its emotional highs and lows, and I've weathered them up to this point, pretty capably, in my opinion. I'm getting back into my hobbies, taking chances talking to new people whenever I can (both online and in person out in the world), just kind of challenging myself and trying to be the man i always wanted to be, so that maybe later on down the line I might attract someone that sees that and maybe it sparks a bit of curiousity in her toward me. That may be a lot to hope for, but all I know for now, is that i have a path I'm taking to be a better man, so the right person can find me.
It's not the journey's end that Im concerned with so much anymore, but rather the experiences and possible lessons and enlightenment i might find along the way to that ultimate goal, and hoping they make me a more well-rounded individual, so that maybe I can be desirable to that one who loves me genuinely.

So, in other words, I can relate.

don't lose hope, it's out there somewhere.

Of course, there are lots of real people out there. All those movies have to be based on something don't you know. I just hope we all don't have to go through those insane action sequences, violent gunfights and over the top car chases through half the city to find that special someone like in a lot of those movies.

Don't get discouraged, you'll find that special someone.