This loss and affection, simultaneously, I feel

Your separation from me, from not being together

Is very real, and I miss you, as if we have physically

Touched, but we have not, yet, I have yet to touch you

I study your every line, every shadow, every highlight on

Your smooth skin, and I know how you feel, how you feel

Under my finger tips, my warm and loving hands,

I love you

I have only a photograph, that stares back, you look into me

I am overcome with such a longing, when I return your gaze

You are my course, and I learn my course, eagerly, daily, hourly

With tears so wanting to be shed, I hold them, they are all I can hold

You are not here, and what love between us, so real, we cannot feel

Each other, only ourselves, we feel ourselves, our insides out

We love each other

I look at your picture, lovingly, as if you sit before me

As if you are in bed, laying under me, as if you close your eyes Inviting me

My kisses, I look at your picture lovingly, as if by magic, you can feel

Me leaning in to graze your cheek, your neck, your lips with my

Passion's breath, every breath given, has been given by you to me

We are a union of separation, that cannot be broken, we will be a

Union, never to be divided or parted,

We are a union, joined by what can only be spoken and written

Until our hands can lock together, our lips join together, our bodies

Make love with each other, for nothing less than forever

There is no such word strong enough to express

My love for you, Christopher

cut and paste if you dare see me on a Sunday morning before coffee:

http://youtu.be/sTG5A9D4qd4

Beautiful hope it can happen soon

Thank you Pam,
With any luck, October will be the month. <3