Most unsettling, this terrain, sub cranium

I am a terrarium, contained, my own ecosystem

But my ground is unsettling, sentiments accumulating

Like the sediment, finely, filling blemishes, has been

Fanned away, exposing, cracks that reach to the core of me

Most unsettling, this sediment emptying from my floor

Revealing a trap door, falling out from under me

Most unsettling, I hold my head and stomach

This motion sickness, terrifies me, dries my mouth and eyes

Most unsettling, this feeling, of lost control, finally lost

After finding, I am in a panic from feelings

Most unsettling, almost, upsetting, very changing, ground breaking

Heart breaking, could be in the making, heart draining, exciting

Most of all, unsettling