Used to think nothing could phase me
But this emotional pain is driving me crazy
I walk through hell on the daily
Is this really the way that God portrayed me
Inside my mind is a cell
My own personal hell
It's locked and I've got now way out
Just screaming for help
And there's no one to save me
Everyday is a fight to just stay alive
And every night I cry and wonder why
It's so damn hard to just live a life
Am I, really just that weak?
Yet, everyone says I'm so damn sweet
If only they could see inside of me
They'd see how much I bleed
They'd see the dark, twisted, & real me
The me that feeds on the need
To fly, get high just to stay alive
Yet, so numb and empty inside
I'm to weak and too weary to try
To angry inside, it's too hard to fight
Just waiting for the day I finally break
Go insane, cut too deep and end the pain

I can relate to this I have a son feeling this but he's getting help. I hope you dig deep within yourself and find strength to do the same good luck and heartfelt write

sometimes i feel same but i dont let the weakness side of me get over, if we look deep wth in we have this so called strength. We just need to look at the positive side, the blessings we have and the friends sorrounds us that really cares.

Thankyou

such heart,such pain.

((((Jamie)))