I have no problem showing my emotions Or Feelings but it took half my Life to learn it is OK to do So!!! :

i wish all men could read this!

me to funny how not many want to answer

Well I have allways been vocal about my feelings in all my relationships, I just don't fit the typical male
stereotype.
In fact I have never had a girlfriend thats been willing to open up about about relationship stuff
on a regular basis in a casual discussion.
It seemed for them all their needs we're more about discussing things that were more about what they thought was a good idea ,In regards to what we should buy.
one x would allways look in the flyers/catalogs as to, all the things that she felt were priority
when none of it was financially possible at that time.
I had to tell her how her presure was making me feel as I was feeling the financial pinch
but seems she was always trying to make me commit to a time frame.
one day I just lost it as she must of done this 50 times to me.
then she admitted that she new we couldnt afford it & she was just sharing & showing me the things that she wanted for us....then f....n tell me!!! I'M not a mind reader! but what I am is always the A♥S HOLE
In the end! I still feel bad for that, she just wanted me to show interest in what was on her mind,
and I allways did but she would continue on ignoring my feelings, in a nice but a forceful/controlling way.
I sent her a ton of money after we split for about 6 years, everytime she asked.
That was just my way of saying, "sure! I've got money" because my way works!
then I realized why is it important to prove any point to this person thats no
longer sharing my life, I'm not only trading my life off for money, I'm also risking my life!

This person doesn't deserve any more of my life!

Evidently, FEAR is not a factor for me!