I Can’t Tell You


I lean against the frame
while placing my hand against the cold window
and stare out at the wind driven rain
the sound of its fury resonates within my loneliness
drop after angry drop
continues to fiercely pelt the glass with a reckless abandon
likened only to a lover’s hurt

The unrelenting gray sky
doesn’t seem to change with the passing of time
it still has yet to soften the darkness
or lessen the misery
it hasn’t gifted me with a quiet and peaceful solace
nor stopped me from crying
my pain still feels like the thunderous clap
that follows the bolt of reality of watching you leave

I finally find the strength to pull away from watching my soul fall
yet the world is still dark
it’s still cold
it’s still lonely
as each foot step echoes throughout the house
searching for you
foolishly hoping that the nightmare
was just a dream of you leaving me
but another bolt of reality brings more thunder
more thoughts
more pain
I quietly scream, “Dear God please stop this hurt”
I miss you
I still love you
and I can’t tell you
because you’re not here

Mig...Beautiful writings my friend...Love them...