I still can't believe it.
Can't believe just what you said.
How you can put me down
and walk away just blows my mind.
I'm left to deal with,
deal with the feelings.
I'm left to deal with
wondering how you
could be so unkind.
When I first met you
I thought you were an angel.
You came along and rescued me.
You saved me from myself.
Now you've become
a different person.
You want to put
me on a shelf.
The look in your eyes
betrays you love.
They look so empty.
They've been that way
for a long, long time.
You try to blame it
on me but won't have
a part of that.
You're not a victim
of a crime, you're
a victim of your
own mind.
I can only take
so much. I am
human after all.
Baby can't you hear me,
can't you hear me
wnen I call your name?
Is tonight gonna be
the same as the last
one hundred nights?
I refuse to play
a part in this anymore.
I'm having a beer you
can find someone else
to fight.
I'm gonna make the
best of this lonely night.

The harshness is not intentional
i am angry with myself
not finding satisfaction in all that is left
your heart still yearns for me
but i have nothing to give
just resentment and sadness
i grieve for the person i used to be
where did she go
that girl so full of life
she is still here
hidden within
please dont give up on me
just wake me up
show me how to start over
to begin again
with your loving arms
please keep reaching out to me
i do see you
i do hear you
i just dont understand where i am

you want control
but you cannot drag the chains
you seek the truth
but its not compatable with your brain
she left me for dead,
no remorce in those cold and damning eyes
she stormed on through the door
as the prayer bled on through the skies

she can only hear her intuitions,
and i can't take her anymore
for her heart is too unstable for me
and i'm just waiting here on the floor
the words that i once pleaded,though in truth
they are no more-
I have carried her through the fire
only to get burned just like before

and i can believe in forgiveness
but the power was in her hands
and the path she takes was lead by the bridge
that was lit by the fire of her command
though i envision her eyes someday looking back
she will never find this man
for the moment she washed her hands of me
i took my path on different sands


sorry guys,,poems and songs inspire me...forgive me for budding in