Topic: i slit my wrist wide open but she loves me | |
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It was unintentional.
They nearly put me away. Instead she jut... floated to me and said that she would love me as long as needed. And the friends are all pacified, the products perched. My left arm will probably have nerve damage but she wrapped it with some gauze, and who am I to question sincerity? Truth is - I've got one good one. A good hand left. It coagulates and bends still. It's weird. The body has given up. And the mind wanders. But I tell her I'm mad, she should just go. It'll hurt her. She stays.j She remains. And really, most importantly, she knows that injury doesn't mean weakness. All I can do is make a fist. All this excited bloodwork has me feeling cold. She woke me up to lay on the side of the bed with less blood. I'm not one to deny these physical expressions. |
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Wow! That's an interesting poem! I wonder whether it's a true story though :)
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pain & tenderness
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So so glad you are back here sharing your writes PP..
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just raw and powerful, thanks plastic :)
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Thanks,jesally, teasing, ainjel, and bastet. You last three especially know how you spoil me with kindness.
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they are kind, aren't they? |
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It was unintentional. They nearly put me away. Instead she jut... floated to me and said that she would love me as long as needed. And the friends are all pacified, the products perched. My left arm will probably have nerve damage but she wrapped it with some gauze, and who am I to question sincerity? Truth is - I've got one good one. A good hand left. It coagulates and bends still. It's weird. The body has given up. And the mind wanders. But I tell her I'm mad, she should just go. It'll hurt her. She stays.j She remains. And really, most importantly, she knows that injury doesn't mean weakness. All I can do is make a fist. All this excited bloodwork has me feeling cold. She woke me up to lay on the side of the bed with less blood. I'm not one to deny these physical expressions. Kinda reminds me of the relationship I'm in now. I like it. |
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