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Topic: I cant help myself, I am begining to despise you lol.
Ladywind7 Joined Sun 04/08/12 Posts: 7833	Sat 09/01/12 02:11 PM
Huh? Stop stalking my posts!! Im glad theres two ends to a stick,caus I think I got hold of the wrong end The poem is not aimed at anyone. Just a release of blah emotions. Im not that insensitive my friend.

Ladywind7 Joined Sun 04/08/12 Posts: 7833	Sat 09/01/12 02:14 PM
This is how I ended up feeling about a certain ex. I can definitely relate. I had no good reason to be with him anymore. Be cautious who you give your love to sweet woman. It is a treasure

someonesmr_right Joined Fri 08/31/12 Posts: 1	Sun 09/02/12 08:39 PM
wow lady wind,i'm glad your not writing about me! my ex doesn't even feel that way about me ! lol he must have been a real jerk ,and definitly not the brightest bulb in the chandelier

sweetestgirl11 Joined Fri 09/12/08 Posts: 30087	Sun 09/02/12 08:57 PM
Your touch is nails scratching on blackboard nerves. Hammering hard where softness lay. I try to bare you, to give, to serve. The moment your twisted, webbed arrogance spins, I turn to ice, to another place, where truth wears no guise, nor plays the game. dissasociation is a classic escape for the mind when a person can't physically escape or cope with their circumstances it is a defensive mechanism to shut down and shut put painful experiences - (like listenin to azzh@les) in the extreme, it's been observed in prison and is very typical of the abused as well - kinda sad

Ladywind7 Joined Sun 04/08/12 Posts: 7833	Sun 09/02/12 09:16 PM
Thanks guys. Disassociation is the only defense one has at times. Thankfully that time was a long time ago.

wux Joined Wed 07/29/09 Posts: 7426	Mon 09/03/12 12:10 AM Edited by wux on Mon 09/03/12 12:11 AM
Your touch is nails scratching on blackboard nerves. Hammering hard where softness lay. I try to bare you, to give, to serve. The moment your twisted, webbed arrogance spins, I turn to ice, to another place, where truth wears no guise, nor plays the game. I would have written "your touch is snails scratching on blackboard nerves". You know, the slimy touch of a snail combined with the icky sound that snails make when you pull their tails as they speed across a blackboard. The poem is nice. You must stop marrying people with borderline personality disorder. You must do that starting.... NOW.

Ladywind7 Joined Sun 04/08/12 Posts: 7833	Mon 09/03/12 12:57 AM
Lol. It was not border line personality disorder. Narcissm would be close though. Over it :-)

Deaddude325 Joined Wed 08/29/12 Posts: 15	Tue 09/04/12 11:37 PM Edited by Deaddude325 on Tue 09/04/12 11:41 PM
1) My gift,my strength my power, seen only as a curse.All ready,as all ignorance is, to mark me as useless and cast me away into the abyss. 2) guarded only by friends and family,did there ignorance not consume me whole. 3) I can say I feel hate and resentment to those who already thought they had me figured out,that they had the rest of my entire life figured out. 4) but I can not live with such emotions,hate,rage,anger,resentment, it will only destroy myself, it will only make me weaker. 5) It is now I throw away all that has plagued me my entire life, It is now that I created my own path, and it is now I put my own demons of my past behind me. 6) I Am Deaddude325, I Determine My Own Destiny. "If the World Chooses To Become My Enemy, I Will Fight Like I always Have!"-- Shadow The Hedgehog

ShugahBee Joined Mon 07/23/12 Posts: 241	Tue 09/04/12 11:54 PM
I can understand that feeling well at one point in my life :great discription you have a great way of saying things and kicks dirt at whomevers hurt you '''''''''''(Dirt)'''''''''''''

Ladywind7 Joined Sun 04/08/12 Posts: 7833	Wed 09/05/12 12:19 AM
I can understand that feeling well at one point in my life :great discription you have a great way of saying things and kicks dirt at whomevers hurt you '''''''''''(Dirt)''''''''''''' Dearest Shugah

Ladywind7 Joined Sun 04/08/12 Posts: 7833	Wed 09/05/12 12:23 AM
Deaddude (luv that name) You shall be a force to reckoned with ><>***