Feeling so sick...I have a cold, can't breath, I keep waking up every couple of hours. Missing someone holding me and taking care of me....

Really, really frustrated I've done internet research on a watercolor that I found in my attic in my old house (we purchased in the early 80's), Seems it's an original watercolor on paper by Gordon Grant (1875-1966). I can't loan it to the local museum (where it will be safe & the family can still go and look at it from time to time) because they only display what they own there He suggested I wrap it up carefully and store it So I have this art that nobody else in the world has and don't know what to do with it Oh before you mention it.... I did send blurry images to two auction houses, but in my family's hands there is damage that wasn't put in the description as I discovered it after I took it out of the frame after sending those pics, so I'm sure that whatever they would list it for, I'd rather just enjoy it.... and try to keep it from getting damaged any further. You would think that a local museum would love to keep it for a few years to put on display so lots of people could enjoy it wouldn't you? So atleast I am letting my mingle friends peek at it.