im a little nervous now at just the thought of u
i took the test and found out its true
u will be with me before i know it!

i cry alot i know u feel my emotion so i try to stay calm
its not because i dont love u, u already have me n ur palm
i feel ur to good to be true

how long ivee awaited no one can know but me
ur already changing my life, ur setting me free
it will be years before you can understand

things are better im always all smiles
ur makeing all the pain forever worthwhile
o how i love you

i feel you now, u make ur presence apparent each day
kicking and punching, hiccuping, moveing as u may
im getting more anxious

i hurt now the pains wont go away, im uncomfortable, im swollen, how much longer can u stay?
im ready to evict u outta my womb, i want my body back u barely have room to lay
but i will handle it to have u.

surgery went good how long will they keep you away fom me?
i know they r checkin ur breathing but after loosing ur sister this scares me u see
i just want u to live and be healthy

ur home with me now i am so proud ur alright
u remind me of ur sister, how she looked before her flight
i wish she was here to meet u

my pain is gone and my heart is healing finally i feel like my world is brighter now reguardless of the past
i have a baby, a child, a blessing at last!
u melt my heart

u look in my eyes and peer into my soul, i never felt so close to another being, never wanted to give my all my life my everything
i wont ever leave u i will always be ur mom, i will hold u all day and pour my heart into u and appreciate all u bring
just be urself, u can always come to me with anything, i would even defend u if u were wrong
i love u my son!