I can't begin to describe how I feel at night,
All I can see is darkness, I can never see light,
thinking about all the pain, why am I alive?
I begin to wonder will I ever survive,
It's highly doubtful in these dark times.
Another week passes and I can't see why,
all of this pain just won't subside.
I've got to learn to control my smiles and tears,
I try to act strong throughout the years,
Somehow it's impossible, can I keep going,
it doesn't seem probable.
So many questions but they're all rhetorical,
I just don't get it, my life is so metaphorical,
it's so sad, it usually appauls me.
I use to dream big, but now I don't want it at all,
I pick up my phone, but can't make the call.
I'm right on the edge, CATCH ME, I'm about to fall.

I like your raw poetry alot.

good read.

welcome...

Keep writing

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