Topic: Worshipping St. Anger
Jimi366's photo
Sun 10/15/06 08:30 PM
I burn so red
right now.
I do not know
right now how to
respond to the words
from your poisoned lips.
All I feel,
all I feel is the fire.
I can't believe in
anything right now.
I hear a choir
and the angels sing
a song I can't make out.
I'm all alone.
My heart has no home.
You ate me up and
spit me out.
You acted shocked
as I felt hurt by
every single word you said.
You had to know how
I would feel when you
said I didn't deserve
your love. One thing
I did know for sure,
you were full of shit
when you said I never loved
you. Like darts you throw
you words at me and I'm
supposed be a good boy
and just ignore all your
hate. Hate is your drug
of choice now tell the
truth baby. Hate and
feeling sorry for yourself
give you such a high.
I provide the perfect
excuse for every single
thing you do. Lord knows
I make enough mistakes but
I'm only human. You make
me feel more insecure with
every passing day. My heart
is broken. I cannot write
a decent word tonight.
I'll just sleep on it
and hope tomorrow's a better
day.

sweetcountrygirl's photo
Mon 10/16/06 12:44 PM
jimi...i feel your pain in this one...
you ae in my prayers...

Hate is a vicious thing
it eats you from the inside out
munches away your soul
till there is nothing left
with hate there is no control
the anger gets a stronghold
and saturates you throughout
it begins to flow
and boil
till
there is only emptiness
hate hates itself...

no photo
Mon 10/16/06 01:33 PM
Damn...Thats good>> "Hate hates itself..." WILL