Inside I Quietly Scream..............................


Sifting with my fingers through the sands of time .
slipping threw my fingers , and its lost in rhyme .
Endlessly searching ,,its lost I'll never find,,
lost in the corridors deep within my mind .
looking out , I see within , but dark is closing in .
the shade is deep my eyes are closed and patience wearing thin.
alone and cold I feel afraid , noone to touch my skin.
life slips away it passes buy ,, a little more is lost each day.
ever changing it changes not , no matter what I say .
sanity begins to fray . God wont listen , he hears me not so it would be deaf to pray .
so I sit within myself and end another day ,
alone and rumpled in bed all crumpled .
In my sleep I'll dream , my eyes closed , lost is the gleam
my mind turns off ..... inside I quietly scream...

IF


If I could have one wish , I would be with you . Imagine all the things we'd do .
If I could dream a dream , I would be with you , endless sleep I'd stay .
If I could touch a star and join the heavens , there I'd shine on you .
But there I would be sitting silently thinking of the words to say.

If I could be the wind , I'd whisper to you , and the words would softly soothe .
If I could be the rain I'd wash your skin ever you'd be smooth .
If I was the sun I'd shine just past , and gently warm your face .
If I was the snow , I would surround you just like delicate lace .

If I cried a river of tears could I swim to you ? or would they float up to the sky and come

back as morning dew ?

If I climbed a mountain and screamed , would it travel across the land past the water and to your hand , or would it get lost in the drifting sand ?

If I close my eyes and see , a picture of you and me , sitting together under a tree , holding each other happily , ,, together like we should be ..

If we can be In my eyes forever posed , I wish to keep them forever closed .

((( Purple ))))
Your not alone I hear you as does God,,, Sometimes there is no rhyme or reason as to why life is the way it is,,, Scream let your voice be heard,, your answers will come and peace ye shall find in the arms of one who charishes you the most,,,

Hugs my sweet one

((((((Purple)))))))

thanks (((((((((((((MOM)))))))))))))
soon into bed i will curl
a lonely ball , I will furl
feeling like a silly girl
wishing and waiting for a dream ..maybe I will be a squirrel ..

oh , thank you to differentkindofwench

Nite Sweet Purple,,,,

g'nite Mom... squirrelly dreams .....

Do the demons harrass you , relentless at times, daring to take from you your last bit of sanity. Do they knaw at the very core of your exsistance. retching tears from so deep you heave with withdrawl pains. Do you beg for mercy, scream for peace, pray for death.

{{{{{{{{{{{{PURPLE}}}}}}}}}}}}}

I am amazed at how you made me feel your words once again.



G

yes , they wont let me have peace ........

and

Thanks Griffin , wish I could be inspired by something truly good , something nice ,
I really would ...
and the words would be warm and wonderful ...
I really wish I could ...
Have something to make me sigh and smile ,
making it all seem worth while .
ending all the anguish and pain ,
I could write some words , (they'd be like rain)
wash away lifes nasty stain ...
and with those words I could turn what was once sour ,
into something with great power .
share the cheer , end the fear ,
find someone to be near and dear...
escape the sads , enough of the mads...
healing the heart .......
try for a better start...
maybe write some words that sooth ...
they would flow out ever smooth....
because with passion .....
a much more pleasant poem I could fashion...

((Purple)) ...........I'm Speechless...................

oooh , good ol imagination.......its all imaginary any way right ? only happens in hollywood....


I feel so soft
I smell your scent

I'm in your arms
It eloquent

you hold me close
I feel at peace
its better than
my winter fleece

you whisper softly in my ear

I remember now

its crystal clear

If I could be
ever placed
there with you
together laced

sheltered in
your warm embrace

close my eyes

you touch my face

together in
our inner space

heaven found
together breathing , the only sound...

smiling peacefully
ever bound.

"oooh , good ol imagination.......its all imaginary any way right ? only happens in hollywood...."


Half imagination and Half putting your heart out to the world........

(((((((((Purplecat))))))))))

for your to wish you could write about other things girl you have no ideal how good your words are keep writing and help with your words to wash away the pain. Wish I was close by I would come be with you still the pain subsides.

Freenot2rhyme:

For me, it wasn't demons, but dragons. I finally had enough one night and decided it was time to kill the dragons. Then, I realized if I killed the dragons, I'd have to kill me too - survival instinct kicked in big time. I decided to tame the dragons instead of killing them. After all, my dragons have as much yin/yang to them as any other energy.

purple........