Night after day
I try to find
what i've been missing for years

I weep in sorrow
mourning in pain
but to me it feels kinda strange

what have I lost
did i misplace it
was it ever there
or am i imagining it
whatever it was it's long gone
but yet the feeling is still strong

my ears attentive like a fox
my body stiff like an ox
i want to run, be free
but where lies freedom is it within me

this clueless night brings
back memories
slowly and slowly
sipping on henessy
drowsy become my eyes
losing all senses
ive become sour
the feeling is numb
but I still seek
to where it all begun

I slowly start to remember
it was
i think in mid november
a red toque worn on a cold day
frizzly hair going down to the neck
black long boots and mittens
holding in her hands a latte sipping

she glared at me with her brown hazel eyes
I sunk in like the titanic
the moment of awkwardness
I introduced myself by saying hi
we shared a casual conversation
till we decided to share information

nights became restless
days became long
always waiting and waiting
for a ring on my phone
I was in manic state
it was love
people called it craze
one day we didnt speak
i left msgs and msgs
no reply till after a week
she replied i'm already taken
thats when my world started shaking

i was heartbroken
kanye released an album around the same year
to make me feel better
and day after day
i reminisce and mourn
shredded into pieces
with a soul thats torn

Night after day
I try to find
what i've been missing for years
but its long gone...