My world falls as i recall i try to warn you all/get away run jump duck and never come back/ im living through misery delusional thoughts running through my mind occansionaly/ i lost something so important that mattered to me more than life itself/ it brings pain knowing that its not same on neither sides of the nests/ eyes tear up as i write must have been my pride it backfired twice/ in the air despise the angry flairs/ but now i know who really cared/ felt like each encouter was being watched by a hawk/ scared to get caught so the only time we met was in the dark/ how could i ever forget about those love songs/ you were beautiful i was young/ i screamed your name loud at the tip of my tongue/ i need to know i want to know where it all began/ they say the best things in life are ususally gone by the minute/ by the time you've realized all of this your almost finished/ what wouldnt I give to go back in time and never leave/ but then again i dont think then this will ever be the real me/ despite the hate and the betryals im not proud of being called a player/ it hurts the most when your loved ones are hurting but they dont know each day that im also hurting/ my mind is shallow but my thoughts are deep/ i got all of these different scenarios and i cant go to sleep/ my heart feels like its racing/ images popping in and out that im facing/ like an animal focred to be caged in/ im talking point of view from the same sense/ smile for me baby the time will soon come/ but by then i hope the beat is not coming to and end/ inhale exhale breath and see/ that the only love in life is living happily with your family/ someday ill go back and look at those foot prints/ cry for a little bit and then close my eyes and think/ maybe she's in it for the same/ so i better not hesitate ill see you on that train/ this is where we all meet right up in our dreams/ its hard to believe but this is where she lives/