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| Topic: What r u thinking about right now?? - part 34 | |
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Thinking I love this time of the year in the Mountains.
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Pancakes.....
I want some. |
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Realizing that I haven't been able to truly relax in years. And, that it no longer comes naturally to me. Even when everything is right and good, I feel a low level of anxiety since my divorce. Like I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop and the next traumatic event. I wonder how I can fix this.
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sleep.
more sleep? i sleep too much. o.O but i'm tired. but i do nothing! O.o i should visit a doctor. |
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Thinking it was a wonderful glorious day.
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Realizing that I haven't been able to truly relax in years. And, that it no longer comes naturally to me. Even when everything is right and good, I feel a low level of anxiety since my divorce. Like I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop and the next traumatic event. I wonder how I can fix this. Do you have a hobby to help relax you? Something to help you relax your mind and spirit. Yoga perhaps? sleep. more sleep? i sleep too much. o.O but i'm tired. but i do nothing! O.o i should visit a doctor. Sounds more like you are lethargic/fatigued/bored and not so much tired. Do you have any other hobbies or activities besides painting you enjoy? Sports, dance, etc... That might help. |
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Do you have a hobby to help relax you? Something to help you relax your mind and spirit. Yoga perhaps? The writing tonight helped a little. But, yeah, you read my mind. I need to do my Yoga and meditation more diligently. I haven't done either in almost a year. Not good. 
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Sounds more like you are lethargic/fatigued/bored and not so much tired. Do you have any other hobbies or activities besides painting you enjoy? Sports, dance, etc... That might help. no such thing as me being bored; my brain never shuts off. i run. it's a little hard to play sports by myself. o.O |
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no such thing as me being bored; my brain never shuts off. i run. it's a little hard to play sports by myself. o.O Still sounds like you are bored to some degree or another. Just because your brain never shuts off, does not mean it is not getting the kind of stimuli it/you desire(s). Also, it does not necessarily have to be a sport. You could get into juggling, yoyos, acrobatics, karate, musical instruments, or whatever else is out there you might be interested in trying or learning. Maybe you are just in a rut and looking for something new to interest/challenge yourself. Sometimes a change of routine can do wonders for you. |
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Realizing that I haven't been able to truly relax in years. And, that it no longer comes naturally to me. Even when everything is right and good, I feel a low level of anxiety since my divorce. Like I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop and the next traumatic event. I wonder how I can fix this. I had no idea that you felt that way. 
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Still sounds like you are bored to some degree or another. Just because your brain never shuts off, does not mean it is not getting the kind of stimuli it/you desire(s). Also, it does not necessarily have to be a sport. You could get into juggling, yoyos, acrobatics, karate, musical instruments, or whatever else is out there you might be interested in trying or learning. Maybe you are just in a rut and looking for something new to interest/challenge yourself. Sometimes a change of routine can do wonders for you. the yoyo museum is near me. :p i'm going to go live under a bridge. how's that for mixing things up? |
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the yoyo museum is near me. :p i'm going to go live under a bridge. how's that for mixing things up? Will you be harassing billy goats? (I already know that joke will be lost on most) What happened to that cabin in the middle of nowhere? How can I properly come visit you if you are just hanging under a bridge? Also, watch out for hobos... they get very territorial.
Yoyo museum! Sounds awesome! Let's go! If it is more than one room in a converted office building, it is obvious I am not giving yoyos enough credit. |
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Realizing that I haven't been able to truly relax in years. And, that it no longer comes naturally to me. Even when everything is right and good, I feel a low level of anxiety since my divorce. Like I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop and the next traumatic event. I wonder how I can fix this. I had no idea that you felt that way.
I know.
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Will you be harassing billy goats? (I already know that joke will be lost on most) What happened to that cabin in the middle of nowhere? How can I properly come visit you if you are just hanging under a bridge? Also, watch out for hobos... they get very territorial.
Yoyo museum! Sounds awesome! Let's go! If it is more than one room in a converted office building, it is obvious I am not giving yoyos enough credit. i wonder if i'll finally find a bearded man. or troll. o.O you can bring me a bridgewarming gift! i'm waiting a bit til i get that cabin. might as well explore other things til i settle on it, no? not to mention i'm broke. i've never been to the museum. it must be a mecca for yoyo enthusiasts though. they have the autographed yoyo from last year's champion! oh my godddddddd! XD no. i don't get that excited over such things. |
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i wonder if i'll finally find a bearded man. or troll. o.O you can bring me a bridgewarming gift! i'm waiting a bit til i get that cabin. might as well explore other things til i settle on it, no? not to mention i'm broke. i've never been to the museum. it must be a mecca for yoyo enthusiasts though. they have the autographed yoyo from last year's champion! oh my godddddddd! XD no. i don't get that excited over such things. I am sure you will. But it will be loaded with food items and possibly lice most likely. Besides, how do you know I don't have a beard? And there are enough trolls on mingle2 to get more than anyones fill. What does one bring as a bridgewarming gift? I could bring you a blanket for those cold nights I suppose... but honestly I think you would get more use out of a taser. You like painting so maybe a new stool and easel so you could work on some landscapes. I was going to bring you flowers and knickknacks for the cabin, but unless you get shelves and a desk under that bridge it might be rather pointless no? So a taser, stool and easel it is. I will say a bridge is a good choice for those whom are broke. Have you considered hiding in train cars? I can still get you the stool and easel for a trainwarming gift, and you can see the countryside. Somehow I can't imagine the yoyo musuem being a must stop spot on any agenda, but maybe there is more than meets the eye going on inside. I really insist you go and issue me a full report on the visit, I am pretty curious now. I am looking online at what I assume is it, turns out it is free to visit. You just have to go! So what do you get excited over, besides beards? |
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darnit totage u have me thinkin about my wreck in november last year, and how much i miss my truck it was my baby 
1990 F150 4x4 red extended cab 5 speed stick powered by a 390 v8. pulled it out of a repo yard in boise id for 1100 bucks. i was headed to a job an some one ran a stop sighn i was on the high way doin speedlimit 60 mph. they hit me dead center thier car went under me an i fliped. i came to upside down in a ditch, i crawled out there were lots of ppl checking out the wreck. the front of her car was everywhere  tough lil ford. was in one piece till they rolled it back over.  i miss it so much tho i need it for what i do
I wasn't even driving, but we were ran off road and the truck flipped after hitting the guard rail. |
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I am sure you will. But it will be loaded with food items and possibly lice most likely. Besides, how do you know I don't have a beard? And there are enough trolls on mingle2 to get more than anyones fill. What does one bring as a bridgewarming gift? I could bring you a blanket for those cold nights I suppose... but honestly I think you would get more use out of a taser. You like painting so maybe a new stool and easel so you could work on some landscapes. I was going to bring you flowers and knickknacks for the cabin, but unless you get shelves and a desk under that bridge it might be rather pointless no? So a taser, stool and easel it is. I will say a bridge is a good choice for those whom are broke. Have you considered hiding in train cars? I can still get you the stool and easel for a trainwarming gift, and you can see the countryside. Somehow I can't imagine the yoyo musuem being a must stop spot on any agenda, but maybe there is more than meets the eye going on inside. I really insist you go and issue me a full report on the visit, I am pretty curious now. I am looking online at what I assume is it, turns out it is free to visit. You just have to go! So what do you get excited over, besides beards? there are no trolls on mingle. psh. what are you talking about? food in beard=free meal. and i never said you didn't have a beard. o.O train is a good idea. can't help but picture one of my limbs eventually being run over though. i'll still accept all gifts though; gimme. i don't know if i'm up for such excitement at the yoyo museum. my body isn't accustomed to such ruckus. what do i get excited over? oregon. beards. good music. art. weird little things that the world tends to overlook. i dunno. |
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darnit totage u have me thinkin about my wreck in november last year, and how much i miss my truck it was my baby
1990 F150 4x4 red extended cab 5 speed stick powered by a 390 v8. pulled it out of a repo yard in boise id for 1100 bucks. i was headed to a job an some one ran a stop sighn i was on the high way doin speedlimit 60 mph. they hit me dead center thier car went under me an i fliped. i came to upside down in a ditch, i crawled out there were lots of ppl checking out the wreck. the front of her car was everywhere tough lil ford. was in one piece till they rolled it back over. i miss it so much tho i need it for what i do
I wasn't even driving, but we were ran off road and the truck flipped after hitting the guard rail. scary ride in a vehicle thats flipng over. atm im thinking ive played too much DDO i got the heebie jeebies from all the random zombies an devil cultists i had to fight |
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Thinking I love this time of the year in the Mountains.
 You were looking at my mountains 
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Hope you feel better soon, Ruth
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