My dh is applying for jobs as a diesel mechanic. I'm just thinking I can try working part time...I"m sure my dh won't be working 24/7. Working from home would work best for me, but you do what you have to do when there is NO job.

Well having a trade you probably will get a job in no time!! You know what? Daycare at home is a great option...I even thought about it myself...it doesnt have to be licenced either and you make big bucks!!!

ohhhhhhhhh my wheels are turning~~!!!

As long as the chain saw is off... I think we are good! LOL

Nahhhhhhhhhh I never bring the chainsaw when little children are involved......hmmmm maybe I bring it for the teens but its all good!!!

Now on a date.....I most definately bring the chainsaw...

Dear Diary,
Are they ignoring you?
Talking to each other

Dear Diary.......my hair straightener died!!! This does NOT MAKE ME HAPPY!!!!

Dear Diary,


I have been so happy for the past few weeks and now I can tell you.....I said it in the Coffeehouse but I will repeat it here for you. TheCaptain and I have been an item since I posted in you last and I can't stop smiling! He makes me feel like a teen ager again, (without the anger issues teens have now ) I hope others will be happy in their quests for the right person, too!!

Eileen

Dear Diary,
It was nice meeting Daniel/Danielle at the meeting. I was happy for him/her for having a week sobriety and clean time. It did me a world of good for me to hear him/her talk. Those baby insights how I had almost forgot them. I hope he gets a stable identity they? can live with. I can remember asking for years the question of who am I. Was interesting having that lady say that she didn't know how to address him/her. Jeez, I thought I was unique with a nickname like Rainbow. Hearing him say that he was surprised how much money he had for food after he quit spending all of his money on drugs. Hearing him question whether he should keep taking the adavant and zanax after the doctor prescribed them for him brought back me back to the time I had to flush the percodan down the toilet that the doctor prescribed for me. After the meeting I couldn't help but to be thankful for not having to ask that question of who am I any more. I really don't care. I am just me and that is good enough for me. I have so much to be thankful for but for the grace of God there goes I.

Dear Diary........
Can you please take Shade for awhile ......
hez drivin me Bananazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!
I neeeeed some peace an quiet...some me time..need to THINK!!!!!!

Dear Diary....
Bla
Bla
bored..
bla
bla
ya.....

Dear Diary...is everyone psychic???? The minute I post something....mail........diary......crazytown!!!!

oh ,,bored bla.
donno....
phsycic.
maybe.......
I seeeeeee...
blue fuzzies....
food scraps ......
and wherez the kitties...
oh I see one tail....

Dear Diary.....I think I have one cat on the couch and the other one is prolly laying spread eagle with his legs up on my bed

Dear Journal.

I'm tired from my Business Convention, but I can't sleep...

I had a lot of fun though..

Dear Diary...its been a long week and its not even overrrrrrrrr There will be major changes at work in the next 2 weeks......I am getting a new position which will be a hella lot harder that what I am doing now......Im stressed about it.....I cant stop thinking about it....I need to learn to shut off my brain

Dear Big D,
I am so grateful that I don't act like my sister. every time I hear my mom talk about the way she acts in the hosp.
I just shake my head..

Dear Diary,
I was glad the manic-depressive nurse was back last night. I had a wonderful day yesterday and I wasn't about to lose the tranquility to this one resident I have to deal with every night. There used to be a time when I was too proud to ask for help but last night I just ran to the nurse's station and asked her to help me to deal with him. At first I thought I am getting to old to deal with these people but after she explained to him what was going to happen all was tranquil again. It did bother me to be called a twinkie but I have been called worse.

Dear Diary.....
testing 123.....
every time I tried to post a reply last night I would lose my internet connection.....
testing..
testing..
1
2
poof!!