so i had a good day!!
im thankful everything went smooth
had a very exciting email from my
secret admirer !!!
so hot!!

good for you BigSexy

Dear Diary,
I am home from my doctor's appointment. He told me that my problems are not female related. I had one of 2 choices to pick. One was more meds and birth control or 2 was seeing a gastrologist and see what they say. I picked the second option. I am so sick of feeling like a drug addict and I don't do drugs. Luckily I guess I don't have to wait too long, i have an appointment in 2 weeks. I will keep you posted.

me

um ,,Katers , ((I think doctors are weinuses))
why if he says it is not female related would he suggest birth control pills? hmmm , ok he has no clue...
have they done an ultra sound ?? , is there any chance of a pregnancy ,,and it wound up in the tubes ?? I have had my near death experiences from doctors bein dumb ,,um ,,have you had any kids yet ? I have problems to with pain but the doctors are pretty dumb....does it sometimes feel like that baby machine is gonna fall out? (best discription I can come up with , hurts more when standing to , my last pregnancy was brutal , had a heavy feeling that went with it ... could your uterus be dropping ?? seems doctors dont know a lot about fixing soft tissue structure , or even knowing there is something wrong..

DEAR DIARY !!!
people can be sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo rude !!
I got an e-mail saying that I am creepy and traumatic !!
I mailed back and said ..oh ,,you are the first to complain ,,
}}}it mails bback{{{{now I am weird and not cool ........tooo
oh another mail has arrived ,,gee isnt it crappy how some people get up in the morning and try to insult and bring people down ...I dont know ...I try to make people laugh and smile ,,,despite my own mood..........

Dear Diary.....please let the baglady feel better...all she wants in life is a boxboy!!!!

Dear Diary.....I chatted with someone from jsh on yahoo last night but he couldnt hear my voice because my pc is messed up. So, I got to listen to him and I typed back!!! LOL it was like talking to a deaf/mute for him!!!! Poor thing!!!! I told him I was really a male midget wrestler, but he didnt believe me!!!

hey purple, he had me on birth control to stop the hormones from flowing to see if maybe that might have been part of the cause of my pain...no clue though

what about a gyneocologist? did he send you there yet?

that's who i've been seeing. He's the one that did my laproscopic surgery and said it was not female related

ohhhhhhhh ok.......thought maybe you were just seeing a gp.

nope, he's the one that sent me for a pelvic ultrasound...3 months ago..found a cyst, then he scheduled me for laproscopic surgery..found nothing but a bruised uterus and that's it. Now he's sending me to a gastrologist....










CALGON TAKE ME AWAY!!!!

Katers, I'm really worried about you. Uteruses DO NOT get bruised for no reason. Could be discoloration due to some other reason. I say you get a second opinion, please? I went 2 years in severe pain cuz a Dr. was DUMB!!!!!!! I finally got a second opinion, and one hysterectomy and 6 weeks later, I felt on top of the world again. Don't take one Dr.'s word for it. Seriously, I should have paid more attention than bills for two years.

Hey hun, unfortunatly I think i found out how my uterus got bruised and no it wasn't from having sex. I think it was self inflicted from work. The table I work at goes right to that area and i lean against it alot with heavy parts. When i put those parts down i put alot of pressure around my uterus against the table. If it's not that then i'm not sure how it was caused.

Ok, but I would still have a second opinion....keep us posted........and I still hope hillfolk didn't get food poisoning from that forgetten tater salad

i'll definitly keep you posted.

dear diary

well i think i have met my match by not ssaying who it is

I know who it is....lol

Dear Diary,

I have no match I've fallen under either "the serial thread killer" or social blunderer" catgories
And there is this very annoying young 18 yr old who thinks he knows everything and is making the bigggest aszzzzzzzout of himself while making the rest of us LOAO..........hmmmmm, what a day and the evening has just begun for me.
I have a headache, my tummy hurts, I ache all over, and I generally feel like crap warmed over and scraped cold off someone's shoe. Do you think I might be getting the flu?

sounds like its something like the flu creations

coco whooooo is it email me?!??!?!?



Dear Diary

Today was an okay day. I did a lot of praying for my community and friends who had to endure the funeral today. I received some pretty cool compliments here on JSH and had some good laughs....... oh!! I made some blueberry muffins today and I am going to make some more in a little while. They turned out great. I am so happy that I know how to bake

Dear Diary ,
long longggggggggggggggg day , my daughters flight was 3 an a half hours late ,,ugh ,,hung around an airport ALL day! yuck..
but ...

BUT !!!
OMG !!
BUT !!
when I got home ,there was an e-mail that gave me goosey bumps and brought tears to my EYES!!!
I had responded to an ad in the newspaper (have not read a paper in over a year ..BUT !)
the ad was from the local arts council looking for artists to exhibit , I got a response !!!
she said my art was VERY DRAMATIC and it was time for ME to go see THEM !! they want to exhibit my art ,,and not just for the show they advertised for !!
OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!