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Edited by
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Why must you be a mere man when others can boast of heroes?
I wish I loved you. I really do. I hate you for not being the man I want you to be. I hate me for wanting you to be someone that you've never been. Arms out stretched and I laugh at the absurdity. I'm not a little girl anymore. I was never your little girl. Big boys don't cry, yet your tears fall unchecked. Cracks show on the heart you wear so comfortably on your sleeve, And all I want to do is shield you from your tormentors, Even as I stand amongst them. And I wish I loved you. Loved you the way you didn't love me then. Love you the way you try so hard to love me now. Daddy, I wish I loved you. I really do. |
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Why must you be a mere man when others can boast of heroes? I wish I loved you. I really do. I hate you for not being the man I want you to be. I hate me for wanting you to be someone that you've never been. Arms out stretched and I laugh at the absurdity. I'm not a little girl anymore. I was never your little girl. Big boys don't cry, yet your tears fall unchecked. Cracks show on the heart you wear so comfortably on your sleeve, And all I want to do is shield you from your tormentors, Even as I stand amongst them. And I wish I loved you. Loved you the way you didn't love me then. Love you the way you try so hard to love me now. Daddy, I wish I loved you. I really do. 
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 Why must you be a mere man when others can boast of heroes? I wish I loved you. I really do. I hate you for not being the man I want you to be. I hate me for wanting you to be someone that you've never been. Arms out stretched and I laugh at the absurdity. I'm not a little girl anymore. I was never your little girl. Big boys don't cry, yet your tears fall unchecked. Cracks show on the heart you wear so comfortably on your sleeve, And all I want to do is shield you from your tormentors, Even as I stand amongst them. And I wish I loved you. Loved you the way you didn't love me then. Love you the way you try so hard to love me now. Daddy, I wish I loved you. I really do. |
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that breaks my heart....
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 as hearts lay shattered torn apart.. Wishes do come true, maybe one day, your find in your heart. Those three words to share with each other, I Love You.. A very GOOD WRITE,,,,Thanks for sharing your heart...
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Beautiful but heartbreaking piece. |
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Edited by
afriQueen22
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Sat 01/14/12 10:29 AM
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Thank you... I know I'm a bad daughter cause children are meant to love their parents. Thank you for not judging.
This was really hard to write coz I don't usually write personal stuff. Other people's misery os easier to focus on than my own. I don't know why I can't love him. Maybe it's cause we have a past but no history, if that makes any sense at all. Anyway, thanks again for reading. |
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Thank you... I know I'm a bad daughter cause children are meant to love their parents. Thank you for not judging. This was really hard to write coz I don't usually write personal stuff. Other people's misery os easier to focus on than my own. I don't know why I can't love him. Maybe it's cause we have a past but no history, if that makes any sense at all. Anyway, thanks again for reading. YOUR a writer,,who I call my friend,,and for THAT,,,I will always want to hear your words and your heart.. And MANY parents and oof springs,,can and will NOT know a REAL LOVE for their others,,for all that they may have been put through.. Thats life,,and thats up to them to be,,or not to be? HUGS,,
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