Hi friends, I welcome you once again to yet another xmas. Thank God for keeping us to see this wonderful celebrations. But I know deep in my heart that there are people who do wish that xmas never come, I know that there are people who even wish they never lived to see this xmas. Infact some will want to take thier lives before D-day. Though I may not know your reason for wishing that xmas never comes or the reason for wishing yourself dead each time xmas comes, but I do know that disappointments of life, poverty, shame, reproach, sickness etc may be the cause for feeling the way you feel right now. But message to you now is that there is hope for you. Hey, don't kill yourself, stop disturbing yourself, you won't die, you can still live not to only celebrate xmas but to be celebrated. Look up, see the sky, if nobody is stand right there where your eyes are fixed, then there is still space for you at the top. All you need to do is look for God, tell him what you are going through, believe in him, and he will show you mercy and change your story for good.