Im moving back home to Illinois soon, at the end of October. To be honest folks is a be homeless here in a month or be homeless at home situation. Ive got no plan no money just 2 bags of clothes and my last hope to set **** straight. See I was stupid as a kid and pissed off alot of my family because I couldnt deal with my own issues nor talk about them. Normal nut job -_-. So now I have to earn my way back into the family now that my father and mothers bad shadow is gone from the family. Fore shamed my name before I was born. lol Any ways I guess Im just sort of wanting some one to talk to tonight, im bored got alot on my mind and alot to think about and figure out.

Dnt ask me what the point of this was, I guess im just going crazy O_O.

To earn your way back to your family, all you need is to say you are sorry, and you will be surprise how much they have missed you too. and how much they you.

Oh well here is as good a place as any to be crazy , just join the crowd. i dont ever pretend to be anything but crazy, what a lovely way to be