At this time last year,

I was doing something.

That gave me some fear.

Moving to be closer to a lady.

to see if she could call me baby?

Transfered with my company,

Thinking She might be my harmony.

Just a trial,just to see,,

If she could feel love for me.

That lasted six months of sharing,

with us both really caring.

I asked for her hand.

She excepted that plan.

Then I learned she was not real.

Which ended that whole life long deal.

So now I set and reflect,

all that time, feeling like a reject.

Thought she was Heaven sent,

and learned her mind was half spent.

Still do you have any idea at all.

Just what it feels like to think you have found.

That special person you always want to be around.

Just a dittle,,played like a fiddle,

leaving me,,feeling,,very small, and little.....

No Hay Mal Que Dure Por Siempre Bro!

Nice Writing

Thanks for reading man,,and really,,thanks for letting me know you liked it...sometimes,,life f-ing sucks,,but we move on.

My pleasure Bro! and yea it does but hey learning experiences are good , Yanno? , Yes we move on

so very real, but the truth, the small and little is on her. thanks for sharing that.

Life is learning.
Nice write :-)

Nice write....

You live you learn, then you learn to live...

Thanks Soufie and bastet, Ainjel and up,,,
Its ONE thing to feel a love in some one else,and its another thing entirely, when God is brought into THAT affection felt with them..
THAT,,I had never experienced or even really felt with someone I tried to be with,,,so THAT,,is mentally crippling when it is torn and twisted using MORE than just the two of you...God should NEVER be a PLAY within someones actions and thoughts...
Thanks for all your replies,,as each does help me,,,become ME again.

Your "heart" is the first thing I read ~Please don't give up