I don't care which bit I am supposed to post this...it is about discussion and for the general community...so this fits.

Just over a month ago he walked through my door...
then he left...for a week...then he returned...

If you could take all the aspects and components of the WHO of him, out of my head....the mythical him....he arrived.

And the complete wonderment I experience a thousand times a day to have him here, in this moment, in this reality...this NOW...is incredible.

I had no idea how I could blend with another....as it had not been possible, other than with Dan....the one great love of my life...


and he was the one great love, of the life of Lee before.


Please...DON'T make do....please, when you have stripped to the bone, cast away all the garbage that is collected in your life, and become freed up....wait....not in limbo...embrace life, live it, be it,...BE....and allow the One manifested from all that you know 'fits' you, to appear..


trust me, it's worth the wait....I am having such difficulty expressing what this looks like, how it feels, what it IS....the only words I can use is....natural...and comfortable.

I want THIS that is, for me.....for every one of you...there is so much heart here, so much worthiness..

please trust your core nature, to know you are worthy.

Awesome... I revel in your joy.
Thanks for writing out...

Thankyou....i would love to say it is the glamour and the dazzlement of 'newness'....but alas that is not the case...


we have done this a thousand times before...without ever having met this lifetime...strange....but not surreal...

so far we have discovered two differences...he eats meat, and likes blue cheese...I don't....so we have a mutual agreement on our differences, before we even start!...hilarious!


he reflects the beauty of me...and I reflect the beauty of him...and within that is a breathtaking joy...a mirroring of grace.

It's always nice to see wonderment regardless which eyes I'm looking through. I'm sincerely happy for you, Jess. :)

so happy for you Jess!

rain cries rivers
nature awaits new mornings kiss
love unfolds and blooms

For what it's worth...go with your heart. One never pays in advance.