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Topic: Retrospect...what went wrong?
burgundybry's photo
Sat 06/11/11 06:30 PM
Whenever I think of you
I think of our love.
How we have grown together,
so patiently, so deeply, so richly!
I want to give you all that
I have to give, for always.
You are the love of my life,
the music in my song,
the joy in my heart,
the expression of my soul!

When I think of you
I want to take you to the mountain top
and back again.
I live for your laugh, your smile..
your happiness!
Having you in my life to love
brings to me, the ultimate bliss!
I find expression through our souls as one,
and our spirits dance and rejoice
in its divinity!

How I do love you!
This gift.. granted us, is ever flowing...ever generous and full..
our heart's, our bodies, our spirit, our soul, sustained by His love for us...
and we bond as one, in His mighty presence!
God guides our hearts and directs our path,
as we draw upon His energies of His magnificent universe,
and call upon His grace, to bless our union!

Whenever I think of you,
I know love!
Whenever I take you into my arms, and kiss your lips,
I feel the power of love!
Whenever I look into your eyes,
I see your love for me returned!
You bring all things beautiful
into my world..
helping me to understand...guiding me along
the path, as I do you.
Walk with me darling, along this path,
for the rest of our lives together..
For until forever, with my dying breath
I will always love you!

ArtGurl's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:22 PM
Beautiful Bry flowerforyou

burgundybry's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:26 PM
Edited by burgundybry on Sat 06/11/11 08:27 PM
Sherri, thank youflowers ..I never knew I could love someone so much, only to lose her with no closure from her. Its been a little over two years, and today, it just kinda hit me again....strange..( I had wrote this, when we were still together, prior to me leaving everything I knew behind to go and be with her)

ArtGurl's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:29 PM
I have lived the 'no closure' thing too. They are the hardest endings to reconcile within us I think.

Hugs flowers

LAMom's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:34 PM
((( Bry ))) sending you lotsa love

Beautiful and so heartfelt :heart: flowers

I've come to understand that in the silence of the night
we heal and our soul begins to breathe again....

exhale darlin...

burgundybry's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:36 PM
I wonder though, sometimes I think that this experience has ruined me, in the hopes of finding another. As the time has passed, I find myself, not even making an effort anymore...though nothing would make me happier, than to find another.
It's not that I'm comparing this to any other, but that, prior to her, I had not, and haven't since known such a great joy, as what I felt for her, you know? Seems I just can't get past that.

burgundybry's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:37 PM

((( Bry ))) sending you lotsa love

Beautiful and so heartfelt :heart: flowers

I've come to understand that in the silence of the night
we heal and our soul begins to breathe again....

exhale darlin...


Denise:heart: flowers (thank you)

ArtGurl's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:41 PM
When you can embrace what it was ... and release what it was not ... you will move on...

I don't sense that you are ruined at all ... just healing ... flowerforyou

LAMom's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:42 PM

I wonder though, sometimes I think that this experience has ruined me, in the hopes of finding another. As the time has passed, I find myself, not even making an effort anymore...though nothing would make me happier, than to find another.
It's not that I'm comparing this to any other, but that, prior to her, I had not, and haven't since known such a great joy, as what I felt for her, you know? Seems I just can't get past that.


Bry darlin.... in time your soul shall heal and you will smile again from the inside out and when your heart is ready that special someone will know... baby steps.. heal,, meditate and look deeper into you than you ever have before...

mingle darlin... let the world see the kind, giving and deeply caring man we know....


burgundybry's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:44 PM

When you can embrace what it was ... and release what it was not ... you will move on...

I don't sense that you are ruined at all ... just healing ... flowerforyou



long time coming....(smiles)..thanks again, sherri:heart: flowers

bastet126's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:47 PM
Edited by bastet126 on Sat 06/11/11 08:48 PM
that was beautiful bry ~ and truly, when you are left with that which you wrote about, you know what you are capable of, don't let another keep you from finding that again. she will be very lucky flowerforyou

burgundybry's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:48 PM


I wonder though, sometimes I think that this experience has ruined me, in the hopes of finding another. As the time has passed, I find myself, not even making an effort anymore...though nothing would make me happier, than to find another.
It's not that I'm comparing this to any other, but that, prior to her, I had not, and haven't since known such a great joy, as what I felt for her, you know? Seems I just can't get past that.


Bry darlin.... in time your soul shall heal and you will smile again from the inside out and when your heart is ready that special someone will know... baby steps.. heal,, meditate and look deeper into you than you ever have before...

mingle darlin... let the world see the kind, giving and deeply caring man we know....





Denise....you'll know it, when I start writing again..(smiles):heart: flowers

LAMom's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:49 PM



I wonder though, sometimes I think that this experience has ruined me, in the hopes of finding another. As the time has passed, I find myself, not even making an effort anymore...though nothing would make me happier, than to find another.
It's not that I'm comparing this to any other, but that, prior to her, I had not, and haven't since known such a great joy, as what I felt for her, you know? Seems I just can't get past that.


Bry darlin.... in time your soul shall heal and you will smile again from the inside out and when your heart is ready that special someone will know... baby steps.. heal,, meditate and look deeper into you than you ever have before...

mingle darlin... let the world see the kind, giving and deeply caring man we know....





Denise....you'll know it, when I start writing again..(smiles):heart: flowers


flowers :heart: smiles darlin

burgundybry's photo
Sat 06/11/11 08:53 PM

that was beautiful bry ~ and truly, when you are left with that which you wrote about, you know what you are capable of, don't let another keep you from finding that again. she will be very lucky flowerforyou



Kat:heart: flowers ...one thing is for certain... I got the best, most caring friends on mingle. You gals are truly fantastic! All my love and thanks to you!!

delilady's photo
Sat 06/11/11 09:00 PM
Bry this a beautiful write and the feelings you had are what many of us women are searching for in a partner. Each relationship is a learning experience and although she was not your true love, she did open your heart and your feelings so that when the right one comes along you will know it.

In the meantime, your Mingle ladies thing you are awesome!:heart: flowerforyou

burgundybry's photo
Sat 06/11/11 09:07 PM

Bry this a beautiful write and the feelings you had are what many of us women are searching for in a partner. Each relationship is a learning experience and although she was not your true love, she did open your heart and your feelings so that when the right one comes along you will know it.

In the meantime, your Mingle ladies thing you are awesome!:heart: flowerforyou


Jayne, that is a perspective that hadn't occured to me...but damn! it hurt! :heart: flowers ..hmmm, MY mingle ladies? I kinda like that, laugh laugh

no photo
Sat 06/11/11 09:16 PM
Bry

That was just beautiful. Actually choked me up. Every word has a heartbeat attached to it. Made me want to take a deep breath.

very nice and straight from your soul

michael

burgundybry's photo
Sat 06/11/11 09:22 PM
Michael, thank you bro...and, you are correct. Funny thing, when I had wrote this back then, it came so natural so natural to me.

no photo
Sun 06/12/11 08:00 AM
burgundybry......
it's a part of your journey...
& helps shape your heart for the rest of the journey..
teasingbrunette

no photo
Sun 06/12/11 08:11 AM

I wonder though, sometimes I think that this experience has ruined me, in the hopes of finding another. As the time has passed, I find myself, not even making an effort anymore...though nothing would make me happier, than to find another.
It's not that I'm comparing this to any other, but that, prior to her, I had not, and haven't since known such a great joy, as what I felt for her, you know? Seems I just can't get past that.
Bry I and you have much the same thoughts,,as I am only into about six months past her and no closer,, this was very much remembered inmy thoughts as in yours here,,and truly,,everyone SHOULD talk their ending just as much their first start,,,Then so many could just know,,and be done with that,,,I hope your time is spent in new smiles being made,,

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